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gays · 3mo
this is not an attack at ALL but from both my sfw and nsfw twt accs i think im blocked on the latter?? i loveee your beomjun posts but i ship other duos if that’s a reason? idkidk its your acc so do whatever and ill understand just curious!
gays · 3mo
coming here to say bg still has his bamgeut that he decorated with the scarf. seems like bg gave yj the bamgeut from macau soundcheck d1, and there's a slowed down clip (from that parking lot) that bamgeut was on the other side of yj's bag (next to yj's hip) and it slid down next to hwangchoon so yeah bamchoon 🥰
gays · 4mo
hiii hiii so idk if this is not allowed but im a new reader and ive finished the last update of the hmbgyj au and all i can say is that it kinda made me ????? that some qrts seemed to miss most points in panels that i was like “wait what?” or worse not seeing ppl talk abt it😭 idk if it was bc im also a neurodivergent or like if it’s bc i faced something similar (like i was thrown the same judgy words albeit diff circumstances).
i thought that it was pretty shitty of yj to say all that to bg when bg just so easily opened up and like let yj in (like he said even though lots have warned him abt yj but still he put faith on him) and the panel where he told yj that he wouldve never done all that to yj (which was proven on the first few panels before that where he told yunjin & somi he wouldnt like to see yj as a collateral damage for his goal for the fratboys) and honestly it hit home 😭 i was like OH I KNOW EXACTLY WHAT IT FEELS LIKE bc ive been in a similar situation where someone slighted me also after i protected them and lastly i also thought it was still nice that bg is self aware and respects himself enough to want to remove himself from that kind of situation bc when i was experiencing that i didnt know really what to do and i held onto that friend thinking i can still salvage our friendship (it was a mixture of hnk & yj situation) but then again yj DOESNT KNOW about all that so!!! but he apologized and quickly realized what he said was wrong so it’s forgiven now but im ngl it hurt me to read it too 😣
that being said!! im so excited for the next update to come!! im actually curious about the redemption arc of yj and hnk and honestly id like to know too if sb will have a significant role in between yjbg. but you dont have to answer those, i just wanted to mention it’s part of those im curious about as the story progresses!!! like just points or details im looking forward to!! (since the last update hinted about the forest though im not sure if that was the place where sb and bg met?)
that’s all!! this is pretty much a word vomit lol i just wanted to get it off my chest bc i dont hv a rpf/s acc anyway to qrt or yap abt it so!! i hope this doesnt bother u so much and thank u so much for writing hmbgyj!! <3 have a good day!!!
p.s. idk if this fits the discourse category bc i dont really mean this for any of what i said to be elaborated like i just wanted to talk about what i thought abt the recent updates fjjfkfkdkdkd (see this is my neurodivergent ass not knowing shit so im gonna say sorry in advance if this did come across as THAT but i swear that’s not what its supposed to be!! 😭😭)
PLEAHSHEJE people have diff ways of intepreting this and i like that theres so many theories/views on every part because it's fun for me to read!!!! i feel like to an extent yj does know about all that tbh… but he didn’t expect bg’s reaction to be like that… and thats what he likes about bg.. that he’s not boring and he actually has to put in effort to predict what bg’s gonna do next. not many people can surprise hmyj but hmbg is one of them and THAT right there is what had him really attracted to bg in the first place. i think to a certain extent hmbg knows that they key to make this go anywhere/do what he needs to do is… not lose that interest and keep that element of surprise. it’s sort of burdening in the sense that… u have to STAY interesting. hmyj knew what he said was wrong from the beginning tbh… so i guess the question is did he genuinely apologize bc he felt apologetic or did he jus do it because it was an unplanned reaction from bg so he said it to fix things. i don’t think bg is SUPER hurt about it.. i think hes just frustrated because he IS attracted to yj and thinks he has the most potential to be his type.. bg is complicated like that.
i don’t know if hmyj technically needs to be redeemed… if you look at my carrd.. all these characters were created to be as 3d as possible (esp bc theyre based off of real ppl in my life thruout the yrs).. so they’ll fuck up and everything. hmbg has his faults as well and if we look at it then.. hmyj hasnt done anything specifically to be redeemed for to him, i won’t ever take the complete essence of his character away. both hmbg and hmyj have different thought processes on a lot of things but they also have similar thought processes… bg was attracted to THIS version of yj. so i don’t know if he wants him to change all that much either. hmbg understands yj better than people think he does and this dynamic he has w him is what he likes.. and honestly speaking hmyj is more open than hmbg. hmbg has the potential to be even more toxic than him so i really don’t believe the word redemption used specifically only for hmyj is the right terminology.
as for hmhk… well everything ab him going forward depends on whether or not hmbg even wants him as a friend again in the first place. remember: all these characters are meant to be as 3d as possible so there’s many things that could happen regarding their friendship and whether or not they’ll ever see eye to eye again or id their friendship will become even more toxic.
sbn has a significant role from tne start of the au because HE is hmyj’s best friend. literally no one else knows hmyj like sbn does… and they have a very close bond. in terms of frat dynamics taehyun would be hmyj’s little brother and sbn is the one he views as an equal. even to be yeonjun’s best friend… u def need to be at least a little bit smart so… but i do i think every character small or big will have a role to play in terms of bmjn’s dynamics. the au has always been ab exploring their lives/dynamics without each other w their friends/acquaintences and exploring their college life/what comes with it. the frat will all play a big role and so will the people in bg’s life. everything connects to bmjn’s relationship but the frat and their work duties will be highlighted as well.. i’ve made it a personal mission to world build as much as possible in this format.
i never mind asks like these dont worry!!! this isn’t discourse at all haha, thats jus in reference to people rage baiting or being a tad too aggressive/entitled. i enjoyed reading this and i love hearing peoples thoughts!!! it motivates me a lot so thank u!!!
gays · 3mo
wait…kvrina in bgs priv?? 😭😭
gays · 3mo
alina 😭 do you know that one beomjun fic based on nana’s plot? it was a mini au
gays · 3mo
Take all the time you need to update hm ❤️ it should feel fun not feel like a job <3
gays · 3mo
sos for making u think ab weak hero i just watched it n ngl i cried… (currently watching twinkling watermelon n i have the urge to write it but in bmjn form)
gays · 3mo
the serotonin boost i get from just a spoiler of hm is insaneeee
ilysm hatematch 🥹
gays · 3mo
Hey alina, do you have a master-threads for every beomjun's thread that you've posted? Missing them right now and i keep stalking your post 😭
gays · 3mo
just want to say i love ur account and read it everyday for daily beomjun serotonin boost <33
gays · 3mo
gays · 3mo
https://fxtwitter.com/dr0wninjewels/status/1827632299149500537?s=46&t=ZzBxPl7qC7Y5aioiI-tZFg that one scene in hate match
gays · 3mo
Hi,Alina! Do you have a video of when yj opened beomgyu's water bottle in fanlive 2022, and after he drank it he looked so cute and blushing... I looked for the video but couldn't find it 😭😭😭😭
gays · 3mo
hellooo so i love ur hm au so much!! idk how the other readers feel about the progression of hm but i just wanna say i hope its long and slow as possible because this is one of the few aus ive read that have a decent slowburn. it just bothers me a lot when the character or story developments come too fast because theyre so unrealistic and it makes the story so boring. ive reread hm many times already and its only been possible because every part of it is funny, relevant and the development is so satisfying to read and i love it even more knowing there's so much left to go so im not sure what youve got planned but im kinda hoping it will be long. since in my mind i feel like thats the way to go to give the characters and story justice idk. alsoo i really love hmyj, to me hes actually really simple to understand - ofc not the type of guy id actually get along with tho because like hmbg ive had a couple similar experiences/feelings but with a girl irl. i feel like his personal beliefs/morals (whatever u call it) are quite strong and straightforward but the way he's perceived and his aura (????) are what confuse people. so yeah when i see some people get bemused by his actions im guessing theyre expecting the story to go faster and havent gotten a grasp of his character? but i love it how it is so so much and im addicted to thinking of how hmbmjn will progress from here on out. i feel like i just vomited out a bunch of sentences and im not sure if any of it makes sense but i just wanted to leave something to let you know that im really in love with ur au and will happily wait however long u need for future updates!! thank you so much and also for the character playlists, i love music so much and ive found so many cool new artists and songs to be obsessed with!! especially from hmyj's playlist haha
omg this was so sweet and made my day genuinely better. thank you sooo soooo much!!! hm is def a slow burn type au!!! they jus have to go thru so much to really evolve as characters and for it to feel natural to me (especially because it’s heavily inspired by my real life hs/college experiences so evensome of the texts/convos are taken from that and thats why it’ll happen at a pace that was similar to my experience!). as for hmyj… hes both easy and hard to understand imo.. like its all about… is he really showing u all of him in the first place? this is a person whos been media trained since like birth and although he is honest for the most part… that doesn’t necessarily mean he doesnt choose more sneaky ways/choose not to say important info. we’re viewing him from hmbg’s lense.. who doesn’t know much at all yet. but in terms of rn i think its very clear he finds the whole situation w bg amusing and thinks its fun.
gays · 3mo
no cause that’s what i’m saying!! you can watch the clip at no point did it seem like bg gave him bamgeut? while bg’s bag had bamgeut the entire time too i watched it so many times bamgeut just appears on yj’s bag when they step into the parking lot