send me stuff<3

anon · 2mo

you once shared you work in a lab? is it the same thing about jsvng works in the fic
https://x.com/yourficwriter/status/1815218042944799222?t=QDYYG3Z2QpBGXHXDNyaV4w&s=19

kdjdkdj it's not the same! I work in stem cell research! all the behavioural genetics stuff is what i read for fun (I'm very interested) 😭

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

do it chee it is your destinyyyyyyy you are the forefront of meaningful heartwrenching msfics ♥︎
(to the tweet you sent like 5 minutes ago)

jdjdkfj oh honey you are so quick and also so trusting in my abilities I'm afraid I'm not cut out for something so ~sexy~ but on the other hand i know that once an idea haunts me it never leaves me alone so we'll see😭

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

hi chee, how are you sweetheart? what happened to your tender monsterfucking fic? :3

Hello honey<333 hope you're doing well <333

I,,,,,,,, kinda finished it and then got into my head way too much about it so i halted working on it for the time being lmao. I think i bit more than i could chew with this one. not confident at all in what i wrote so i need to leave it for a bit and come back to it with a fresh eye (and also get a second opinion on it). sorry to disappoint it's my usual doubt monsters not being tender at all lmao. it'll come,,, eventually,, i promise,,,

chee · 2mo

anon · 3mo

hi hi!! i read your end of the world fic earlier and.. it was so good.. 😓😓🙏 and since its an open ending i wanted to share my thoughts😿 i like to think that the asteroid Did pass.. and the 0.1% chance that it missed happened bcz mnsng are just that lucky... and so they kiss and confess while the asteroid came and went away and thats why hynjn was smiling And everyone was at peace 😭😭😭😓😓😓🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 god bless them i am a sucker for happy endings

honestly i get what you say so much. i did leave it at an open ending and i personally haven't really continued the story even in my head lol but whenever i read a fic with an open ending i tend to hold on to the promise of happiness and goodness and yeah. i get it. i think our brains need it. we need our minsung to have their happily ever after<3 i get that so much<3
thank you for reading the fic and leaving your thoughts here honey i'm so glad you gave it a shot<3

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

HI hmm i dont quite know where to start so i'll just go straight to the point: your minsung fics are HEAVENLY. i tend to be very dramatic when i find authors that actually keep me hooked to their projects and let me tell you! in the past 2 days i read all you have posted on ao3 and as i finished each of them i was already craving the next one!
i really appreciate the way you develop minho and jisung's characters and how fresh they feel in each story. i'm a sucker for their soulmatism but i tend to enjoy it even more when theres a lot of angst involved AND YOU NAIL THAT EVERYTIME !!!!
i'm glad i came across a link for your ao3 <3 you're super fuckin talented and i cant wait to read whatever else you do next

oh honey<333 this is such a lovely message it means sooo much to me honestly. i can't believe you went through my fics and enjoyed them it's actually hard for me to grasp haha. i always worry my stories get repetitive at one point so this means a lot to me. also THANK YOU for saying you enjoy the angst!!! i do too!!!! this makes me so happy!!!
truly thank you so much for this lovely message i wish you a happy happy day honey<3

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

Are u going to the kids concert in tokyo this year? 🎐🩵

hey honey<3 i'm actually not sure yet. (firstly i'm more likely to go to the osaka concerts rather than the tokyo ones because that's where i live), but also it depends on so many things like financials and time schedule and stuff, not to mention how hesitant i am to throw many at jype honestly lol. i'm gonna have to observe how everything looks until ticketing opens and decide then. i truly truly hope i get to go,, if all goes well,,, hopefully,,,
will you be going honey? to tokyo or any other stop?

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

hi cheese just wanted to say that I have been anticipating your nerdsvng for a very!!! long time and I know I will love it no matter what ❤️ just wanted to give you encouragement and hopefully a boost in confidence ♥︎ thank you for generously feeding us even though you're very busy 🥺 (you don't have to answer just wanted to say thank you cheee)

oh gosh you're so so sweet what the hell<333 what did i do to deserve this kindness wow thank you so much for this sweet message<333 i am so so sorry for the delay in writing nerdsung i have been,,, struggling lmao but we're almost there! it's almost done!!! i hope you enjoy it when i post it hopefully soon<3 thank you so much honey<333

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

hi chee!! Hope you're having a great weekend <3 I needed help finding a mnsvng fic. All I remember is that it's angst with a happy ending and there is a drag performance with flx as the drag queen and mnho and hynjn as backup dancers (it was a phenomenal scene. i remember screaming, crying, throwing up as they say.) Would you happen to know this?

hey honey<3 hope you had a nice weekend too<3 i'm sorry but i don't think i'm familiar with this fic unfortunately,,,, maybe someone on the tl happens to know it? if not, maybe try asking the miso rec account hopefully they'll be able to help you find it~

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

ANOTHER CHAPTER?
no one has ever won in the way that i have just wonnnn i'm shaking rn

you were the first author i ever found in this fandom, i showed up when lonely shade of gold was releasing and that fic immediately had me hooked (chapter three and four changed my life btw). and every fic yet? has only strengthened the reason as to why i can confidently say i am gonna be absolutely in love with this next one.
your fics make me so emotional, you put such magic into your writing i swear. both sides now hit me deepest so far i think, the gentleness you put into that fic was so so pretty and i still cry over it.
i just- i'm cheering you on so hard, thank you for all the hard work you put in, i can't wait to adore this fic when you're finally ready to let us adore it in it's beautiful whole

omg!!! this message just made my day. seriously<333
i can't believe you've been around for this long. i'm getting emotional lsof is my baby those chapters have my heart and soul in them i'm so glad you enjoyed them wah<333

thank you for the kind words honey<3 it makes me so happy to know my fics illicit any sort of emotions and i'm so thankful for this lovely message<3 i hope nerdsung ends up on the list of non-disappointments lol. i hope you enjoy her too<3

chee · 2mo

anon · 3mo

hey chee! and followers HAHAHA i just want to ask tips as someone who's self-studying a foreign language, how do you gain confidence in speaking? how do you convince yourself that what you're doing is right despite not having people around you to correct/affirm you? i've been studying jp and kr for years on and off because i cant gain the confidence to continue it for these reasons. i can understand quite a bit when i watch kr and jp stuff and i want to "answer" ? kind of ? using my own words/forming my own sentences but it sounds silly knowing that i wouldn't know if what i said makes sense or is grammatically correct, you know what i mean? would appreciate any answers for this HAHA thank you so much!

oh man. this is honestly,,, my biggest struggle right now in my language learning journey. I'll try to give my two cents on learning japanese as someone who lives in japan lol and hopefully someone who reads this might help with korean too!

So first i wanna point out that it's perfectly normal to be this way! Producing a newly learned language through speech is the most difficult part of learning it! And like you said, it's hard without actually getting feedback to correct your mistakes and practice further. Honestly, even though i live in japan and mostly only hear japanese being spoken around me, my hearing and reading skills have greatly improved but my talking skills are almost non existent lmao. because A) i am not much of a talker anyway and less likely to talk when i know I'll be making mistakes lol and B) because Japanese people are almost always too polite to correct me when I'm wrong as long as they understand what i mean 😭 which is nice of them and all but it means i never improve lmao so yeah, the struggle is real

The second thing i wanna say is that while it might seem convenient and easy to try to search for other people who are learning these languages and try to learn/practice with them, it would ultimately reach a limit considering you both are still learners, and might even result in learning something wrong (especially when it comes to tones and intonation which is a vital part of speaking japanese - and Korean surely)

SO. the end result here is that you need something more professional. If there courses available by institutions or by the embassy/consulate where you are for example. Or online, using one of the apps where you can talk with native speakers and get feedback from them (and most likely help them learn English or your first language in return). An example of these apps is hellosensei and italki. I personally have not used either but i do know a couple of people here who used them to learn Japanese so i say it's worth a shot. Also important to note that this is general advice and i am not aware how much you are willing to spend on learning (if at all) so hopefully one of these options seems suitable to you and your conditions 🥹

Sorry I couldn't be more help but good luck on your journey to learn honey!!!

chee · 2mo

anon · 2mo

would it be too bold to say that i am the biggest nerdsvng enthusiast when the fic hasn't even come out yet?
like that fic plagues my very being day in, day out
all your fics do, but this one i cannot get out of my head for a moment, i will not be the same person i once was when this baby releases

your characterizations of them are always so so beautiful and i have a feeling this one is gonna have me falling over myself all over again

honey it IS bold in the best way possible!! you just made my night<3 I can't believe that you're so excited about a wip that hasn't even been posted yet i truly truly hope you enjoy reading it and find it worth the (long) wait🥹 i am not at all worthy of this much trust and anticipation but hopefully I'll be able to deliver 🥹 thank you for this lovely message<333

chee · 2mo

anon · 3mo

Hey chee IDK if you have seen it yet, but I just want to let you know your most recent post about mnsvng has reached antimnsvngers 😅

hey honey. thank you for doing the lord's work and telling me because I had that tweet muted and did not know lmao. looking at some of the quotes was an experience 😃 the tweet has been deleted now thanks for sending a message!

chee · 3mo

anon · 3mo

hey sorry can you tell me the name of the japanese site? i wanted to take a look👀

hey honey<3 i understand your curiousity so much lmao i feel the same way. do you mind DMing me so i can send you the link? i don't want to tweet it out and i would appreciate it if you reach out and i'd be glad to send it to you<333 sorry for the late response,,,, and hope to hear from you<333

chee · 3mo

anon · 3mo

I LOVE YOUR FICS SO SO SO MUCH and I wanted to know if you wrote any drabbles or fics that are canon compliant. Your characterization is really beautiful and spot on and I feel like you'd bring tears to my eyes (again) if you write a canon comp. Obviously, no pressure if you haven't yet! No matter what you write, I'll indulge. I'm not even a sevngbn shipper but I swear you converted me because that drabble was SO GOOD!!! Anyways, if you ever have please link it here and if you haven't that's completely fine too! <333

behold,,, a collection of any and every canon thing (fic and drabble) chee has written so far<3:

okay now serious talk time. writing canon stories scares me a little, especially when it's anything beyond a short, mostly horny piece lmao. not only because i worry about timeline inaccuracies, but also because characterization is so much harder to nail when you don't have the safety blanket of an AU as you write. i am in love with canon minsung when they're written well, some of my all time favorite fics are canon for the sole reason of enjoying a fully fleshed out minsung with a dynamic as close as possible to real life. and honestly,,,, i don't know if i can personally do that lmao. i do have a very nagging thought about a canon fic i want to write and i'm already dreading it lmao. this message somehow made it feel a little les impossible, so thank you for that honey<3
also, yay for converting to a seungbinner!!! i truly love them so much<333

chee · 3mo

sass 🍊🍑 · 3mo

hi chee. i remeber you saying you were going to write a kiss list for your fave mnsvng kisses in fic (i love that this sounds like something you scrawl on a piece of binder paper in the back of science class). i'm wondering did you ever drop it? i love your writing so much so i know ill love whatever made it onto your list.

hey lovely sass<333 thank you for this sweet message and for thinking of this list which i am very excited about!!! i have not dropped this idea lol,,, i've just been getting,,, distracted reading these beautiful fics to take screenshots of the scenes i want lmao. but i will still do it soon! i'm working on it just very slowly lol. i hope you do enjoy reading some of them if you hadn't already!!!!