"I'm sorry but I have to take the Fifth. I'm telling you detector, I didn't do anything."

That shit started at my age of 14 and since then didn't stop. With the difference that today there are people who also tell me.

I've known I'm hot garbage from the start, Mother was always there to remind me

I’ve always felt that way. Even as a child.

...I think I have a good idea where I stand in terms of good/evil. Its not radically changed.

After high school, when I was thrust into the real world and was forced to act out (instead of imagining) my reactions to events.

That's so depressing, ice cream treatment.