August always puts me at ease, but this August was extra special. I finally got to relax and appreciate what the month had to offer me. In this month, I found a purpose in life that made me take a deep breath, and I found the love I had been seeking for so long. I had accepted my fate after battling for many months and finally was at ease. Life had never felt more beautiful than it did in this August.☁️🤍⛲️

Sudah di penghujung Agustus nih. Lumayan gila ya sebenernya wkwkw. Tapi alhamdulillah semua berjalan dengan baik dan aman sejauh ini, ada kesandung atau malah sampe jatuh wajar lah ya. Kalau jalannya mulus aja mana kerasa bersyukurnya nanti. Mana kerasa happynya hehehe. Semua dijalanin dengan bersyukur weh.

Not good and not bad though. 50:50 deh.

too much of pain that i feel. I feel like I want to give up to live this long life, but I think again it won't mean anything, because I've been trying to walk to get through day by day. and I hope, this pain will be replaced with a sense of happiness one day later.

banyak sedihnya, tapi gapapa, jalani aja dulu. siapa tau bisa nemu kebahagiaan lagi di bulan ini karena emang aku juga lagi nunggu kabar baik di bulan ini. hbu, Elian?

hmm.. ( berpikir 10 jam ). banyak jatuh-bangunnya. lagi dan lagi selalu dihajar sama kehidupan yang selalu bikin pingin nyerah. tapi.. yaudahlah— gue mutusin buat tetep bertahan sampai nanti waktunya dipanggil.