I did spooky government shit for a living and the Department of Defense ran investigations on me for a security clearance, part of this investigation focuses on mental health, and having a depression diagnosis on your record, well, it raises eyebrows - anyway that and other more philosophical reasons is why I told them to fuck off rather than answer questions about it...you are essentially punished for seeking help for yourself, which is super fair but completely on brand for America, Christ I despise this place more every day