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lillian (๑♡⌓♡๑) · 4mo
hiii :9 idk if this is a fic request or just some passing idea but i was thinking about 1990s yakuza jotaro :) reader is a victim held captive by him and his gang.. not sure how to explain this but honestly wanted it loosely based off of the junko furuta(?) case and/or more based off the south korean yuna (2014) case!!!
but apart from that, jotaro would get off on her pain most definitely. i love a descriptive writing of gang rape and i honest feel like it would be his guilty pleasure to watch her be hurt in that way
OMG. LILY COMING BACK WITH THE BEST IDEAS
ohhhhhhhh myyyyy gooodododdodo. ok hear me out- kakyoin is also in this era, no morals, he's just as bad as jotaro. the two of them take poor reader and literally torture her, nothing but abuse for months. sexual, mental, verbal, physical, all of it. wait just think of it
The throbbing pain around your wrists forces you to open your eyes to the dingy lighting around you. The first thing you notice is the lack of scenery, no decor, no complementary painting to ponder at, nothing. There's a blank wall in front of you, prompting you to come up with your own ideas and thoughts. Beneath you is carpet, scratchy and not quite soft, but nicer to the tips of your toes than a wooden floor board would ever be.
The second thing you notice is your state of being. Your hands are tied above your head and urges all of your blood to rush downwards and away, making them feel awfully numb and painful. You were also naked.
The third and final thing you noticed, and perhaps the most terrifying, were the two familiar voices belonging to men. They were talking with confidence, jokingly discussing something else as if you weren't in the other room. They were closely behind the door, as if about to come in or perhaps just leaving. You were thankful they weren't there to see you wake up, because you knew deep in the pit of your stomach what you'd be facing sooner or later.
OKAY WAIT I COULD MAKE THIS INTO A FULL BLOWN FIC THIS FR HAS MY COGS TURNING LILY ILYSM THANK YOU
Pussy · 4mo
Reread that scout x reader fic where scout makes reader suck his dick and I've been on such a Scout kick lately I was left so down bad I was hyperventilating by the end of it. Face all red. Lamenting it not being real. Just needed you to know that fic goes so hard 🙏
ur so real, anon. i wish we had real bully scout that enjoyed raping people, i think the world could use that (if not the world, my pussy most definitely)
but thank you sosososoos much, means the absolute world to me! i hope u have an amazing, skibbidi-rizz filled day (im sorry). no fr thank u so much i love u
lillian (๑♡⌓♡๑) · 4mo
lingering thought but when it comes to cioccolata’s victims do you think he’d only do adults? or would he go as far as to kidnap, torture n butcher children? especially girls. i think he has a bit of a soul so he’d wait until they’re dead to rape them ^o^7
i think he's no stranger to children. i feel like he would try to wait until they're dead, but if he's gotten his hands on a particularly nice ass, he wouldn't be able to hold himself. might convince secco to rape them first so he doesn't feel as horrible doing it afterwards
definitely butchers and tortures them, though! he has no qualms about that. he wants to see how a child might differ from the usual adult, hehe
Pussy · 4mo
Isn't it strange how the mad milk recipe in tf2 requires jarate? What does that imply about Scout, in your opinion?
It's very strange, dear anon. I think that implies Scout sits underneath Sniper's dick, waiting for the rain to start so he can get enough to make his mad milk
definitely implies that scout gets jarate in some way. maybe steals it? perhaps he asks for it nicely, which leads to sniper making scout do HIM a favor in return?
this can mean so many things. so much potential, actually
lillian (๑♡⌓♡๑) · 4mo
GAH sorry here’s another one, it’s like 2am right now but my brain can’t seem to shut up 🙈 this time it’s yoshikage kira! he’s basically a kid diddler. it could be with hayato after stealing his father’s identity or reader could be his daughter. if the daughter’s the case, he’d been sexually abusing her since he murdered her mother when she was fairly young. :3c i really like the shotacon part if it’s with hayato though ughhdhfhfb.. idk! i can never make up my mindddd
YO!!!!!! YOU GOT MY BRAIN GOING, LILY...i love this idea
both, we can have both!!!!!!! PLEASE
he gets custody of his daughter and hayato after killing both of their mothers (bonus if they had the same mom) and abuses them. even makes the two do nasty things with each other for his own sick pleasure.
he would also totally pit them against one another. "whoever can make me cum first won't get violently raped" type of competition. leads to hayato and sister fighting and even resenting each other, especially when the other does end up getting their holes resized
lillian (๑♡⌓♡๑) · 4mo
alsoooo i like to think that jotaro is a bit of an exhibitionist >.< i mean it technically just gives him more ways to humiliate her, he does NOT give a single fuck about what people think about him. he wants them to be completely against her and think she’s the dirty, good-for-nothing slut! because she issss. she takes pleasure (for once) in being watched by other friends. he’ll occasionally invite his friends over to gang rape her 🫶
im such a huge fan of gang rape, personally. he'd probably invite them over, make her dress up all cute and force her to serve him and his friends. they all quickly get handsy and aggressive, eventually leading to them just pushing her to the floor and ripping her clothes off, violently raping the shit out of her
i feel like jotaro would be into quite a bit of things. after some time, he'd get desensitized and try some more extreme things...
lillian (๑♡⌓♡๑) · 4mo
aghhh hi! i think i might start talking about the jotaro one first because i don’t have much in mind for the cioccolata one right now but i’m sure something will come to me, it always does :) apologies as this may or may not turn out really long! ^^; BUT i’d sooo love to hear what you have to say and any inputs, suggestions or thoughts that you have! :) this is honestly just me rambling about this (really) specific fantasy n whatnot LOL <3
so as i mentioned in my earlier question, i do want it to center around jotaro and the reader. i like what you said, "especially if he’s portrayed as a bad man" because i just love it when it’s like that 💞 this is just a teensy bit off topic but i had a character that i made that i would put in bad scenarios with him because of that sort of fantasy that i had LOL. her body was always ridden with bruises and cuts, had to use makeup to cover up the damage that he would do yada yada. she holds a special place in my heart.. but that’s not the point!
i can imagine him being away from home a lot by choice both before and after egypt because he doesn’t like staying with his mom at ALL. so he rents out an apartment in a nearby town or city to get away and is basically living his own life at 17. he’s a raging alcoholic and he has a drug addiction. since he always has this sort of tough guy personality he hangs around with bad people (so everyone present in sdc are completely out of the question. MAYBE kakyoin is there but even then i think he’d have morals n stuff and wouldn’t wanna be around a guy like that). he finds a girl wandering the streets one night and takes her home, feeds her, patches her up etc etc. she gets attached to him and he just sees her as a piece of meat but doesn’t directly make it known. he waits for her to get attached enough to the point where he can start taking advantage of her because he knows that she won’t leave him even if he does some of the most fucked up things to her because he convinced her that he’s the only one that will ever love her, that he owns her and that he’s the only man that she’ll ever need in her life and because he’s instilled this sort of mindset into her, she thinks it’s okay for him to treat her this way and she WANTS him to treat her like shit, and she believes that he does it all because "he loves her".
my sort of fucked up rape fantasy starts coming into play here and it’s kind of what i want it to revolve around. in my question i said something along the lines of the weak female reader having to defend herself from her constantly + violently horny and drugged up boyfriend.. but obviously she can’t protect herself from him if his senses are all heightened by the drugs that he’s been taking (lord knows what it could have been! nothing good i’m sure of it). they constantly struggle with each other and he always gets his way. he exerts force onto her and it’s not gentle either—he throws her around, slamming her into furniture or the wall or straight up beating her, leaving her disoriented—and in the end he he forces himself onto her every single time, either tearing her clothes off or eagerly shoving them up/down (even better if it’s both). he manipulates her into believing that she wants it even though she knows that she doesn’t, and if she refuses then it’s just more punishment from him. he starts out with mainly bites and love marks, nipple play/torture and eventually moves down to the heat between her legs. he likes to start by using his mouth first, running his tongue over the slit to taste the salty sweetness of her skin before stimulating her clit, starting off soft but soon ending up with the bud being red and raw.
to make it even worse for her, he LOVES to degrade and just absolutely humiliate her. it gives him more of a sense of power and control, and it makes her feel less than and like as if she can’t do anything to fight back—that she’s worthless in her eyes. he doesn’t hold back, he’s extremely vulgar with his words. he sees her as nothing more than a cum-hungry whore, a toy for him to play with, that her only purpose is to get his cock hard (so a sex slave basically!). he takes pleasure in yanking her hair, slapping her ass with so much force that it leaves bruises and huge red marks, pounding so hard into her that it’s not even enjoyable to her anymore, it’s just agonizing. he relishes in the sounds of her screams as she begs for mercy, but he won’t stop until he’s completely drained. there would be times where she’d even pass out from exhaustion in the middle of fucking but he would just continue until he was shooting blanks.
after he’s done with her pink, he moves on to her mouth or her stink LOL. he forces her to face fuck her a lot and he also makes her stare up at him to add onto the humiliation factor, spewing nasty vile words at her in the process.
after everything is done, he throws her down onto her knees and stands in front of her with his cock on display. he takes himself into his hand and pumps himself, slowly at first but as he begins to reach climax each stroke gets more desperate. He cums all over her face, his seed getting in her eyes, mouth, nose, into her hair.. and he just leaves her there to deal with the pain and humiliation. it’s just another day for him. :p
dont apologize for it being long!! i lovee reading what others have to say!
oohohohohho oh my i love the thought of jotaro living on his own and just going down this rabbit hole of horrible behaviors and a bad mindset. i imagine its mostly because of what happened in egypt that led him to this point, leading to him finding some poor girl to take it out on. especially if its some chick that is already in a fucked situation and believes that how he treats her is acceptable, even favorable since she thinks its all she deserves.
jotaro would DEFINITELY use his brute force against the poor girl. i imagine after raping her and beating her senseless, he would poke and prod at the bruises and cuts he's given her, aiming to make even more next time
after jotaro's done playing with her for the time being, he leaves her there and tells her to clean up, not to get anything dirty since she's filthy and he's paid for everything. and once she's done, all she can do is wait until he gets into another mood or is feeling even slightly horny again. must be nice having a walking fleshlight
also, omg, since jotaro has access to drugs, maybe he even forces reader to take some, preferably some narcotics or depressants. he gets her into a sleepy or groggy state and rapes her hard. poor girl wakes up in more pain than ever (maybe this is what he did when trying anal with her for the first time? or not, he'd probably enjoy hearing her scream from the pain of her virgin asshole being ripped open)
anyway, I LOVE this so much you have no idea!!! u match my freak fr, always feel free to send stuff into my inbox and ill respond as soon as i can, mwa
Pussy · 4mo
Thoughts on TF2 piss kink? If yes, which ways would be each merc indulge it?
tf2 piss kink is a YES. i have a huge piss kink myself too so i must indulge in adding it onto the mercs as well. perhaps im a little biased, but i do think all of the mercs r disgusting and nasty so they would all totally be into it
scout: prefers to piss on s/o or the others. horrible water intake, so his piss is equivalent to battery acid. will purposefully aim into his victims eye. doesnt care for pissing directly in the mouth, moreso on the face. if hes the one getting pissed on or having to drink piss, i think he would pretend not to enjoy it, but he definitely would
soldier: will piss anywhere, anytime. no shame. does not care. also horrible water intake, so its acidic. will kick s/o down and piss on them, usually aims for the chest. will degrade s/o while doing so or encourage them to take it like a man
heavy: definitely one to piss inside you while fucking you (or another merc). hes a big guy, so he definitely holds a lot of piss. id say his water intake is decent, so his piss is decent as well, but god is it A LOT. will end with his piss dripping or spilling out of a hole
sniper: i dont even need to explain. enjoys pissing anywhere, prefers watching another drink it. whether thats from his jars or directly in the mouth. also has a lot, so s/o will undoubtedly choke, especially if its directly in the mouth. this guy also enjoys drinking piss too so do what you will with that
spy: uses pissing as more of a punishment sort of thing. holds s/o’s mouth open with one hand and uses the other to aim. makes sure not a drop is wasted. id say he has a pretty decent water intake, so his piss isnt horrible. would also totally make s/o piss themselves and force them to be like that for however he sees fit.
engineer: will also have s/o piss themselves and make them stay that way. would also totally piss onto them and make them stay in the soggy, piss-ridden clothes
demo: his piss is 10x worse than scouts. only alcohol in his system. pure battery acid. a disgusting color. plus he has to go often because of the alcohol, so…yah. if s/o is around, he will drunkenly convince or force them to be his urinal since he doesnt wanna get up or go too far. a mouth is extremely convenient. WILL laugh at s/o if they cant take it all, and will proceed to keep pushing them to their limits (or just going over)
pyro: with pyro vision, it probably doesnt even look like piss, but who knows? in the event where it doesnt, perhaps looking more like a stream of hot fudge, he would grab s/o and try to get them to taste the flavor. he just wants to share the joy, but little does he know, he’s pissing down ur throat or into ur hands
medic: freakiest of them all. not afraid of being pissed on or pissing on others, or drinking it. if hes pissing on s/o, hes very sadistic about it. plugs their nose and purposefully makes them choke or drink it all. if he’s getting pissed on or drinking it, he’s more than delighted. relishes in it.
i loved this, this was fun writing, tysm for asking bb and i hope i fulfilled this
lillian (๑♡⌓♡๑) · 5mo
hiii so i found you on ao3 maybe like in december or january and i remember commenting on one of your jjba stories.. this is actually my first time requesting something but i really liked the cioccolata/secco x reader ones that you would write and i was wondering if you could maybe write more like that? i’ve gone thru all of them already oops they’re honestly my guilty pleasure, i wouldn’t mind talking about what exactly could be included but I’m having a bit of a brain fart right now LOL. i like the non-con and torture aspect of it and i was also kind of wondering if you could do one with pt3 jotaro centering around an abusive relationship with a feeble female reader who struggles to defend herself from her constantly horny drugged up boyfriend. again i’d love to talk more about this and go into more detail but this is also my first request like ever so i don’t know what to write! i love your works though, i’ve read your other ones :3
thank you soso much!! this means so much to me!! i was actually looking for an excuse to write more jjba content, especially w/ cioccolata. im totally down to here some of your ideas if youre willing to share!
i can also definitely do the jotaro one as well. im a big jotaro lover, especially if he's portrayed as a bad man.
ill get to work on these as soon as possible!! thank u for the request and support, dear reader <3
incursion · 2 answers · 5mo
salutations.
sniper pissed off, bashing someone's head in against the floor over and over and over, their skull caving in and brains getting everywhere, blood covering sniper, and he's panting and growling like an animal.
he's usually detached from negative emotions, not really knowing how to process them. so he bottles them up. yet, this means they all explode out once he's had enough. it's animalistic, gruesome, violent. it's like watching rabid beast.
head against the floor of his nest, wood splintering and getting in the victim's wounds. a violent and horrific death.
-I
incursion · 2 answers · 5mo
salutations.
it's time... for some lolicon engie headcanons. pedo engie...? they essentially mean the same thing, i suppose. anyway... engie gives the impression of a respectable family man, and i theorize he always has. so... he would be asked to babysit a lot. he feels incredibly guilty and shameful of his attraction, so at first he only "accidentally" lifted their skirt or shirt up, or "accidentally" rubbed their little cunts during bath time. but eventually he started to do it with more purpose. tugging a girl's panties down while they were playing, saying they were playing doctor. gave them a "check-up", which was just touching them all over.... spread her legs and hummed, saying that he needed to make sure everything down there was in working order. touching their little clits, spreading their lips... maybe eating them out ...
other times, making a little girl touch his cock. he said it was a special game that only they could know about.... she was too young too understand the significance of what she was doing. he touched girls more and more, and started to take pictures and videos of them... i imagine he has quite the collection on a flash drive. sneaking pictures up the skirts of little girls. even bringing it to the water park one time.
i have more thoughts but i must go now.
-I
i loooooooooove pedo engie!!! def sparking some ideas for a fic.
engie loves watching tv with his little girl, alone and being trusted to watch her (bonus points if it's a family member), having her situated on his lap as he bounces his leg. she squirms, telling him it feels so weird and tries to get up, but engie pulls her back down and tells her its normal. eventually fingers her little cunt with a single finger.
i like to imagine his desires get more sick and sadistic as he gets more comfortable. he'd definitely try more risky things..
incursion · 2 answers · 5mo
salutations.
it's /spy's/ turn to be a perverted creep. him drugging snipers coffee with a date rape drug. ahh, posing him in different positions, taking pictures of him. he savors the noises, the begging, the /pleading/ oh so much. taking pictures of everything, spreading his cheeks and fingering his hole, pinching his raw and red nipple.... even better, leaves copies of the pictures in snipers camper... /sniper masturbates to them, most definitely./
-I
these two are so perfect for each other. two fucked up creeps with equally horrid desires. spy would fuck sniper good, but right as he's about to cum, he pulls out and busts all over the australians face. smears it around, makes sniper look like an absolute cum whore, maybe even writes derogatory insults on him. more pictures follow..
incursion · 2 answers · 5mo
salutations.
im not much of a scout person, i don't find myself particularly attracted to him often. but i do have one or two ideas for him... like him being so desperate for sex that he roofies women at the bar, raping them in a bathroom stall. he's so /pathetic/ too, whimpering and whining and moaning miss pauling's name. he doesn't want to rape her, so he'll settle for random women.
and... haha. im a supporter of t4t scoutpauling. scout finding men to roofie so that he can ride them, feel their cocks in his cunt and imagine it's pauling. he hates how the men aren't soft like her, don't have her breasts or pretty hair and nice moans. but he'll settle..... for now.
-I
teehee, that makes you the opposite of me!! i love scout sm.
i loooooove this idea!!! scout maybe even brings them home if he's feeling adventurous, tying them up and raping them, exploring all of his kinky fantasies on an unconscious body.
ive never heard of this headcanon, but i love it!! he moans her name, maybe even dresses them up as her as he rides the poor, unsuspecting men he's brought back to his place. eventually, this doesn't settle for Scout, and he finds himself getting braver and closer to raping miss pauling, teehee
incursion · 2 answers · 5mo
salutations.
i am apparently having too many ideas tonight, hm? in any case... sniper as a teen most definitely had notebooks full of drawings of him raping people and getting raped, including animals and his parents. he still draws in notebooks to this day. has them hidden under his mattress. drawings of him raping a pretty woman or man. raping the sheep, or a barn cat, or a dog. drawings of him sucking his father's cock. groping his mum's breasts and fat. sandwiched between them...
i think snipers sexual attraction is based on a foundation of vastly uneven power dynamics. taking the autonomy of another person or creature, or having his autonomy taken from him. it's a desire grounded in feral behavior.
-I
sniper gets these notebooks discovered, leaving the discoverer concerned, yet too afraid to speak out. they want to confront sniper about it, but theyre afraid of what he might say or do. in the event where they say something, sniper perhaps owns up to it and doesnt care, maybe even asking if they liked what they saw. or, perhaps someone uses it as blackmail against him...