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darling ciel !! i hope you arrive safe and sound !! and i’d absolutely love to know one tiny lovely detail from one of your wips that you like because beloved ciel writing makes me lose my mind every time and i love it >< ily !!
hello, darling sesame !! I saw this right before I boarded, so I had all that time in the air to think on this hehe! and I, in fact, have Two details from two different wips to share, if you don't mind :D
1) prince!han, hero!shua
I'm going to let the cat out of the bag and finally say that this story was inspired by the game, Slay The Princess (which is SO COOL btw. also one of the main VAs is the creator and the voice of the MC of TMA hehe). it's essentially a choose-your-own-adventure, which means there are multiple endings, and the 2nd passage of lines in here [https://twitter.com/hannietide/status/1617896546292600832?s=20] actually summarizes the available endings pretty neatly (or at least, the ones before the update they released recently). it's nice prose AND it's a little easter egg for people who are familiar with this game, so I'm very proud of it ><. sadly, because of the way I'm reworking this fic, these lines will no longer exist, but I'm still happy that my brain came up with the content in this wip!
2) resident evil 7 soonhao
okay, there's no specific detail in this- it's the overall characterization of each person that I really like (which feels strange to say about my own writing but it's true!) Even when I'm not being 100% canon-compliant, I like highlighting certain, Real personality aspects or referencing little things as easter eggs ><. So, in this fic, we have Soonyoung (intense in his emotions, very spontaneous) being furious in his grief, lashing out at others, making unwise impulsive decisions (i.e. drinking with Cheol when he's a notable lightweight). Then, we have Minghao who is remembered best for his kindness, his fondness (because we need more gentle minghao rep in this fandom, methinks!). AND OH, JIHANCHEOL !! sorry, they have very little presence in this snippet, but I still think I managed to say a lot about them with their reactions to cheol getting punched ><! stone-faced jeonghan coldly reminding soonyoung that hurting someone he loves means he's not welcome in their home anymore!! jeonghan who stands up unflinchingly for those he cares for, ahh!! and shua, who so many members have cited as a support pillar, being the one to ice cheol's bruise and care for him. they mean so much to me !!
oops- sorry for the long response ><! clearly, the ciel way is to never use 10 words when they could use 100. and I'm sorry if this is not particularly coherent, I just wrote this all out hehe. but thank you for the ask, dearest sesame!! this was fun to think about 🥰
hi ciel :> it's esther - for me, it is currently missing ciel hours :< but i hope you have a good day today and don't melt in the warm weather, mwah <3
i have no interesting tidbits, just want to say i think you are neat! i hope that you have a good and restful day!
consider the following: Jihoon has two boyfriends, Jeonghan and Joshua. He personally thinks they would have a lot of chemistry and should maybe kiss, but they act like rivals instead, each wanting to be the Better Boyfriend to Jihoon.
OH, THIS IS THE MOST PERFECT 2JIHAN WORM, ANON! joshy and hoon watching their favourite anime(s) togetherㅡjihoon absentmindedly playing with shua's fingers and shua letting him with a fond smile and an occasional headpat with his free hand. then in comes jeonghan, who sprawls out on jihoon's lap like an overaffectionate cat, puckering his lips for a kiss. jihoon obliges him, of course, and jeonghan has the biggest, smuggest grin on his face after they pull apart. when jihoon straightens up again, he's startled by the sudden force of shua slumping his entire body onto his side, loosely circling his arms around jihoon's neck & shoulders, pouting like he wants a kiss too. now jihoon is sandwiched between the two of them and it's great because they're his boyfriends, but he's also like Erm.
AND IT KEEPS HAPPENING. jeonghan gifts jihoon a new mixer for their anniversary, and then out of the blue, shua buys jihoon a set of figurines he's been eyeing for weeks. it gets to the point where jihoon has to move the gifts from his studio to his apartment because he can only handle having so little floor space for so long. and, once again, jihoon feels very, very loved and he loves both of them very much in return, but he also hopes that they realize how they feel about each other soon cuz this is ridiculous at this point. like, he definitely saw how they were Looking at each other during the last movie night in the brief moment that they weren't looking at jihoon ♡
nsfw recs are good tooo!
YAY!! okay, so, to preface: I am very fluid with top/bot dynamics with jihan. I can read and enjoy any which one, so you'll get a mix of both in here. But I'll tag these reccs so you can read ones to your liking ^^
(top!yjh, bot!hjs) I Must recommend Lily's fic. I HAVE TO! it's an incredible read with such a beautiful description of jihan dynamics 🥺 https://archiveofourown.org/works/42180282
the next two fics are by the same author, and I adore! the way they write jihan !!! the banter is just so On-Point, and you'll notice these are both Hannie POV, which I'm biased to fjshfihd
1 (top!yjh, bot!hjs) https://archiveofourown.org/works/42072033
2 (top from the bottom!yjh, bot!hjs) https://archiveofourown.org/works/43125117
(top!yjh, bot!hjs) another jihan banger (heh) from Lily! jihan lesbian ballerinas, what more could you ask for! https://archiveofourown.org/works/44445235
(top!hjs, bot!yjh) gorgeous jihan piece! the way it intertwines itself with religious imagery and reimagines it in the context of their relationship is just soo beautiful;; https://archiveofourown.org/works/30396954
(top!yjh, bot!hjs) I'm going to be honest, the extent of the smut is like. one blowjob, but the fic's tagged as explicit sooo. anYWAYS! this fic is centered around Shua unlearning his toxic masculinity with androgynous Jeonghan at his side, and it gave me sm gender euphoria to read honestly 🥺 https://archiveofourown.org/works/14329341
(top!yjh, bot!hjs) fwb jihan to friends to LOVERS !!! jeonghan is an idiot in love, and I love to see it!!! it is a long one (24k) but I promiseee, it is worth it. the banter between EVERYONE (yes, they're all here) is hilarious and I adored every second reading it https://archiveofourown.org/works/41196216
(top!yjh, bot!hjs) another one from the above author! set during jeonghan's trip to paris. honestly, I don't read much phone sex, so I don't have much of an expectation, but this was really, Really good! https://archiveofourown.org/works/45388258
(top!hjs, bot!yjh) jeonghan faces the consequences of his menace-ness (set vaguely after the8 & the 12 shadows, so... yknow exactly why he's getting punished here) https://archiveofourown.org/works/28362693
(implied switching, but top!yjh, bot!hjs described) there is something so tasty about canon-compliant jihan. idk, maybe I just really like their actual dynamic that much. like yeah, this? this is Great! https://archiveofourown.org/works/23784268
(top!yjh, bot!hjs) it is exactly as it says on the box JDJSHFK. love sof's jihans ♡ https://archiveofourown.org/works/26374459
(top!yjh, bot!hjs) one of the first jihans I read when I returned to the fandom and I Love it. I am a "jeonghan is so in love, he's obsessed (loser)" enthusiast and it SHOWS https://archiveofourown.org/works/41260461
(top!hjs, bot!yjh, mentioned jc/jhc) tossing this into the crowd for the somnophilia enjoyers https://archiveofourown.org/works/46238590
as I promised: A Lot of fics. hope you enjoy, dear anon ^^♡
jeonghan strawberry snek curled up in a margarita glass
do you have any jihan fic recs?
DO I!!! oh, anon, buckle up (note: these will be sfw reccs because I'm not sure if you'd like some nsfw ones too...? though, feel free to send a follow-up ask if you would because I have a lot more of those!)
STEM students!SVT, art student!jeonghan (11k words of jihan goodness, YEAH) (my personal Favourite, oh I ADORE this fic) https://archiveofourown.org/works/45666565
jihan soulmates, OOOH... [makes the sound of wobbling jello] https://archiveofourown.org/works/23998693
another jihan soulmates!! fun fact, this one helped bring about my jihan renaissance hehe :D https://archiveofourown.org/works/41712909
an old one, but a very good one! not to be biased, but I love Jeonghan POV jihans and idiot-in-love Hannie having his (italics) Oh. moment tickles my brain https://archiveofourown.org/works/10936911/chapters/24332754
not technically jihan, but it's pretty them-centric, and I really like the characterization of them in this! bonus points if you like some good mystery https://archiveofourown.org/works/46344121
again, not jihan-only (and also this is short & angsty) but I loveee the way the dynamics are written. the way jeonghan is so present in this without, yknow, being actually present. So good!! https://archiveofourown.org/works/43893597
imagine jeonghan as one of the finest hunters of the land, and joshua as a deer hybrid who prefers to spend much of his time in deer form in the forest. joshua has grown into the most beautiful stag, and jeonghan is determined to catch him, not realizing joshua is in fact human like him...
OHHHHHMY GOD- ooh, joshua's human nature absolutely would make him crafty enough to recognize & slip away from hunting traps. He becomes the talk of Jeonghan's fellow huntersㅡthe most beautiful stag any of them have ever laid their eyes on, whose fine pelt would fetch hundreds of thousands on the market, if only a hunter could catch the elusive thing. So Jeonghan sets out to do just that. And he does. He outsmarts Shua, catches him off-guard and wounds himㅡnot fatally, but enough for the severe wound and the subsequent blood loss to knock him unconscious. Jeonghan carries him back to his lodgings, stepping out for just a moment to put away his gear. Only to come back and find an unconscious and wounded man where the deer was layingㅡwho is every bit as ethereal in his beauty. And Jeonghan PANICS because a) oh my god, he's Hot and b) oh my god, he's DYING. Then, from there, we'd get some very tasty wound-tending and getting to know each others (and probably a little bit of enemies-to-lovers from Shua's side because he likely doesn't take to kindly to nearly getting hunted within an inch of his life!) Heheeee, thank you for these worms, anon :> 💕
what are your top 15 seventeen ships?
well, my no. 1 is definitely jihan, followed by soonhao, gyuhao and soonhoon, in that order! then everything below those 4 is entirely unranked because my liking for ships fluctuates so often that the ranking would be wrong by, like, tomorrow. so, in no order, we have:
- seokhao
- 97z poly
- wonchan
- wonhui
- junhao
- verkwan
- jeonghoon
- soonjihan
- 2jihan
- junshua
- junhoon
(i am not logged in here but it is sesame !! hi !!) pls tell me your favourite snake and/or favourite pattern on snakes our snake conversation today still has me !!!! 💕💕💕💕
hello, dear sesame!! 🥰 and oh, that's a very good question! my snake knowledge is admittedly very limited, but I adore hognose snakes (the upturned snout and polite little face just has me so endeared;;) and the Formosan Odd-Scaled Snake, which I found out about recently and is so so pretty (its dark scales look iridescent in light and, as a lover of shinies, that is my favourite thing ever!!). I also love coral snakes with their vibrant colours, set in these gorgeous patterns of bands/stripes (even though I would be terrified to swim in any water where they live).
ahhh, I'll be doing a deep dive into the snake rabbithole whenever I have the time, so I will keep you updated if I find any more cool ones that I like 🥰✨️
rate this song from 1-10 https://youtu.be/OKe1RJWvq7U
helloo!! I'm so bad at quantifying my enjoyment of things, but I'd say this is a solid 9/10 !! I really liked this song a lot, it's very easy to sing along to & their vocals are so nice :D! (I don't know enough about music to comment further, I'm sorry anon ^^;)
Also, not to be me, but I ADORE the colours and lighting they used in this MV. some sections feel so dreamy and nostalgic, while others feel like they're straight out of a coming-of-age movie and ahhh, it's so very good!!
just curious what made you like jihan? theyre my fave too but i always love hearing fellow jihan lovers ramble about them :'>
oh gosh. I've technically been a jihanist since late 2018, so the exact reason I started liking them is a bit foggy, but I can tell you why I like them now!
A big thing I adore for pairings is "like attracts like" and jihan is the Most like attracts like EVER. The peak of it, even. Ever since debut, they've clicked in a way that feels like they're on a specific wavelength reserved just for them. They're the same brand of silly and devious, they're apparently always making strange bets with even stranger penalties, and they love scheming together for funsies against the other members (see, multiple GoSes, OFD: Japan, any live that they're in together)
Also, they're glued to each other's sides. Constantly. If jihan are not standing/sitting shoulder-to-shoulder for more than a fraction of a second, they will begin to crumple on a molecular level (very real) (source: just trust me) HFKDJD- but, for real, they gravitate towards each other whenever they can and I just really like that. Something something having that one person who you can find solace in, whose shoulders you can rest your head on when you need it. ahhh, it just means so much to me 🥹
I could write more, truly, but I'm going to keep it to this so I don't give you an entire essay, anon HDJAKDJK
oh no trust me ciel i was thinking about them hurting each other with their soul bond rather than being evil together
have a safe flight dear ciel !! 💕 💕 also: when you first get a wip idea what does it look like?? (so like is it a snippet of dialogue or a setting or character design ?? basically the thing that starts the whole wip !!)
thank you, dearest sesame 🥰💕!! hmm, I'd say it'd probably be a few lines of description that come to me, or a particular visual metaphor, or even the rough outline of a scene. It's hard to describe the conceptualization process because aphantasia makes it very foggy in my brain, but certain songs and their lyrics tend to help an idea along ^^
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