mmmm i re-think that sometimes we need dors toxicity stays in our mind, but you have to control and manage it well. we can’t just let go it like that, cause sometimes it’s hard tho ngl hehe, the best thing to do is to enjoy the feeling that you feel, and go hangout or someone to talk to… let it flew like a wind brushes the tree. ah i’m sorry if this didn’t answer your question, but if you need someone to talk, you can reach me out Weston.