Ofc i have, i always worried that i was doing something wrong or that i was never good enough for anything, but i don’t think like that anymore. I'm happy with who i am now and i can't say that i'm disappointed in myself.

Iya, pernah. Apalagi di dunia kesehatan. Sering sekali mikir. Kok aku bodoh banget ya? Apa bisa jadi dokter yang baik kedepannya. Cara buat berhenti mikirin itu? Kayaknya rasa itu bakal tetep ada seumur hidup. Biasanya aku bakal mikir aja. Cara agar aku ga kecewa sama diri sendri lagi gimana.

Mhm. I learn how to appreciate myself and loving myself day by day.

honestly i always feel disappointed of myself.. i just hated me and i can't stop feeling that....
:(

I did. Usually when i didn't reach what i want or i feel i haven't done my best yet. The first step i've always do is accept my feeling (not denial). Then, feel the emotion, cry or screaming as long as i don't hurt anyone. Last, heal. It is normal to feel dissappointed to ourself, we can't be always perfect tho.