ain't the future itself already scares everyone?

sometimes i’m afraid that everything won't go the way i’ve thought atm, i just want the people around me to be happy. besides, i’m really afraid that the people i love will leave me.. sometimes i wish i would leave them first.. but that's also not the right thing.

takut gabisa bahagiain orang tua (TAPI AMIT AMIT)

im scared that apa yang lagi aku usahain sekarang buat masa depan, ngga kesampean buat dipake karena aku ngga hidup sampe hari itu.

ditinggal ortu

Ditinggal Ibu aja sih.

college life ...

the uncertainty. there are many possibilities that would happen and it somehow scares me. i don't like it when i'm being left alone with thoughts, questions, and scenarios wandering in my head