why whaaaattt

I think you're cute and you have your own color. it's unique and cute for me!

I want to study abroad, about psychology of cyber security. You know that I really want to study psychology since I was in highschool but I know I can't do it at that situation. I still want to study about that... soon maybe if I have a chance. Ameen. but that time it wasn't just about psychology but with my major, cyber sec. It'll study about social engineering and all! hihi 😬

dear future me, did you already healed from your trauma? if it's a yes, congratulations! you get through that phase with "current" me and finally I can prove you that I can do it but if it's a no and you still get those nightmares on your peacefulness it's okay, life is just like that. as long as you're breathing, you will never get peaceful life, because we wish to the death to rest in peace. it's okay. life is just like that. it's okay to fail. it's okay. just keep living and do your best! smile! 😁

my friendship (?) sometimes, I found myself talk about my friendship a lot and it's like something I really proud but yeah I just love my life because my friendship is so precious to me. with all of my friends. even I will not going to hold "it" like how I have done before, I will keep reminding myself that I was have that kind of friendship :D

when someone being bossy. I really hate when we are same but they act like we aren't. it's annoy me a lot! secondly, I hate rejection even though I know everything isn't about me and what I want but it's hard to disappoint my expectations

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ngga pernah mikir kak

clingy because I'd love to pamper clingy girl/boyfriend haha but I never date clingy person idk why?! they always buzzzzyyy and cool :(

1. JAPOTA HONEY BUTTER the best in town !! haha enak bgt inituh
2. Coklat indomaret yg Blueberry BEST OF BEST ini pait tp ada asemnya dan ada manisnya dikit
3. permen TOLL
4. Pilus mix itu paling enakkk
5. Keju slice juga enak huhu

tergantung santainya lagi pengen dibikin santai yang santuuyy tanpa lirik aku lagi suka bgt Ylang Ylang - FKJ, ((( O ))) !! dan aku suka Wednesday Evening - FAIR GAME dijamin hidup kayak ada tombol pause-nya ditengah momen kehidupan yang ricuh. jiakh. kal satuy dan dibumbui kebahagiaan paling ampuh lagu lama, Project Pop - Pacarku Superstar sampe Lilin - Lilin Kecil -Chrisye kayak siap menyinari hidupan yang temaram atau Burung Camar versi siapapun juga indah banget!!

it's from hidden track from BTS!! (I forgot which album but I likes that song) but for now, I chose this name as my "nama pena" or anything for my github, writing place, tiktok, goodreads and mostly platform on the internet using my sea name. I just like it. It's simple and we think about sea.. it's about something deep, calm but unreachable because it's was just too big but I don't want to be unreachable, I want to be there... stay at my place and everyone can reach me. I want to life for those who need me. (kok jadi kemana mana ....)

I was ask you "are you happy" RIGHT BEFORE i saw this question.... are we connected or something because maybe we wonder about each other's condition without even talking to each other lately hahahaha. I was ... not sure about happy and the definition about it as well, I know I'm not sad but I'm not happy either. I'm just doing my life, showing my best and being busy even at my weekend because being bored is the worst, so I keep myself busy. someone said if we feel empty, as long as it's not sad.. it can be included as "happy"! I'm happy because I don't feel sad right now!

sampe pangling, ngga nyangka ada orang Jepang follow

Reading, listening to snooze - SZA, and watching 'a day in my life' vlog from random people. I found myself losing my ability of being an extrovert, it's better with myself, alone. I don't feel lonely because I enjoy my me time now! (but it's been awhile since the last time hanging out and in the crowd)