I keep trying! ;w ;

Speaking more seriously, it's easy for me to fall into ruts like that and as difficult on the other end to climb my way out. A childhood completely detrimental to proper emotional development and self-esteem will do that to a girl!

But that's the thing about a personal project. It's personal! I'm doing it for myself first and foremost, and I'm happy with the work I do because it's for me. It is me. And I personally don't feel like 'unimportant' is the essence of my life.

What I have to say, I'll scream out loud someday. It starts with me smiling as I whisper it to myself.