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Scara having incels who hate him but the devs let him live and heal but god forbid you ask them to do that with Akechi. You WANT Atlus to leave him and give in to haters.
wait i’m confused ;-; did the Winds of Blessing people struggle to contact u and u were unresponsive or did they never contact u like u said 🤔 or did u mean they never contacted u about the public thread
I do want to offer more clarity on this situation since people are confused from zine team’s announcement, which wasn’t very clear on what happened.
The mod team did struggle to contact me during the month of February (from February 16th onwards technically I was MIA) and it was at on March 2nd that I was asked to step down and either stay as an intern or leave the project. I chose the latter, believing it was the best choice for both me and the entire project that I step away when I was incapable of even coming online. These were written in my reply to them, and while I didn’t elaborate, it was implied that I was not in a well state at the time. I apologized to them for disappointing the team with my behavior, thanked them for their work and the undeserved opportunity they offered and told them I would try to respond if there were any further issues. They responded by thanking me for informing their decision and told me that since there was significant changes in the mod team, they would need announce it publicly for transparency sake before wishing me the best moving forward. I didn’t object to there being a public announcement, I think it makes sense for people to know that the project was no longer managed by me, and I knew I fucked up. No excuses there.
No one contacted me after that for anything related to the zine. They didn’t ask me if I really was planning on hosting that panel either before announcing it as fact. I was talking to two of the mods about non-zine related things this week when I finally tried to make a return online, so there was the opportunity to ask instead of assuming. I’m not upset from there being a public announcement, it’s the words used and the actions afterwards that upset me the most.
I’ve already contacted the team member that drafted the announcement, but we didn’t have a productive conversation. I’m still sorting through my own thoughts on the matter too, but I don’t think I’ll bring up the issue on my account anymore after this. If this is the consequence they want me to pay for betraying their trust, then so be it. Thank you to everyone who sent messages of support to me yesterday, I really appreciated them even if I won’t be replying directly to avoid spamming the timeline. To everyone that saw this opportunity to kick me for one reason or another, I hope you’re satisfied and can move onto better things.
Thank you for listening.
Why did you say you stepped down from modding the travel zine due to health concerns when it was actually because you were incapable and the other mods were forced to take over for you…
hi anon, i dont believe i need to share all my personal struggles especially with both my physical health and mental health to prove i stepped down for those reasons. i don’t deny that i was indeed incapable and the other mods had to step in to save the project because that was indeed what happened, and i feel very grateful and indebted to them for doing so. if that wasn’t the case, why would i step down? i care deeply about the travel zine still, and i feel guilty and sad i couldn’t stay present enough to continue overseeing it.
i joke that i don’t have a filter online a lot and overshare, but the persona i share with the public internet is very curated from my true self. i also never share all the more worrisome and ugly details with even friends when i do reach out for help. i dont feel at all comfortable sharing any part of that month long disappearance on here.
honestly even now being online and trying to force myself to be normal is a work in progress, but im desperate to somehow force myself into feeling normal again. maybe this will finally have me productive and pull myself together, or maybe it won’t. i don’t know.
i do know i’ve disappointed you, and everyone involved in the zine. i’m disappointed in myself too. sorry. please support the zine when it releases.
can you draw yosuke hanamura watching the lorax (2011)
How's modding going?
hi!! i’ve stepped down from modding Winds of Blessing last month due to health concerns so i’m unfortunately no longer able to answer questions regarding the project! i’m sure things are going smoothly behind the scenes though and i have all my faith in the team and contributors working on it.
Your Sumi is so cute! Looking forward to Wings of Blessing <3
hi and thank you!! i’m no longer part of the staff (due to personal reasons) but i’m looking forward to winds of blessing a lot as well, i hope you’ll support the wonderful team behind it when it’s released. everyone has put a lot of hardwork behind the project and can’t wait to share the finished product!
I hope your doing ok
Woah you flew right through that dlc :o
ur back!! i missed you!!!
awww thank you! ive actually been back for several days now but im mostly over at @fadingstxrs and on priv
Reading your tactica thoughts are very fun, I’m glad your having fun :3
I can't believe you've risen to the level of BNF enough to be horrifically confused with someone else's shitty opinions on Goro
"Akechi should just be dead" omg no, not after YEARS of dangling his fate? If they said he was dead from the start its okay but after years of making people wait and teasing him a conclusion just making him dead is shitty. I'm so tired of this, just say he's alive and moved away if you're afraid of him touching your uwu pt, Atlus. Afraid of morally grey characters boring asses.
Not over how you guys just reduced Akechi into "crazy smug abuser" because you think he has no principles just because the game doesn't shove it in your face, pretend that he wasn't an abuse victim and act like he is not capable of redemption at all just because "hahah shuake toxic yaoi" and Akechi having canon trust with Joker, not being his abuser, isn't the cool way to ship.
oh that's fair!
i'm chinese too but i do learn a bit of japanese culture since i'm studying japanese out of interest. granted, i still have much to learn but i understand it a bit.
and given that joker lived in a countryside esque town that didn't get as modernized as p4 inaba did, the societal conformity might be worse cause word gets around in a smaller town easily than it is in a big city.
though, personally i base it mostly on what little i could find about some hints to joker's canon self in the games (like he has trauma from the first time he was falsely arrested) and some so i got some thought that if joker's parents aren't bad but well-meaning and loving, even if they had limits like any other person, his interaction with the people in his town (sans his family) would have repressed his individuality instead.
still i appreciate and do agree with your thoughts about joker's pre-p5 life!
oh yes, him being a small town kid from the countryside definitely plays a huge part. the incident with shido definitely brought too much unwanted attention that even without the probation i find it quite likely that joker would have relocated or stepped away from the people in his town. we already get a taste of how he might have been treated for his record from the behavior of shujin academy, but at least in the big city of tokyo not everyone knows the details of his life and he is able to find so many confidants that treated him well.
im rambling again haha but thanks for sending in some of your thoughts!
Thoughts on Persona 5 Tactica?
i have the game but havent been able to make myself play it yet (school is killing all of my motivation to be actually productive)
i do like the art style though!! even though im constantly complaining about some of their portraits lmao. erina seems cool and im really interested in the graffiti artist in the dlc. i’ll probably have to wait until christmas to fully enjoy it at this rate.
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