I usually just twist my mind by feeding "yaudah lah ya" kind of thoughts so I won't think much about it or simply just forcing myself to accept 'me'.

I just become silly. I try not to care too much or just cry, honestly.

Hmm. Sebenernya, aku juga masih mencari cara untuk merasa bahwa diriku ini 'cukup'. Mungkin, bisa dibantu dengan seeking comfort and support from friends (or loved ones).

sejujurnya ini ga bisa aku atasi sendirian sih, aku butuh orang yang bikin aku bisa cintain diri sendiri dan merasa kalau aku ini sangat-sangat cukup baik untuk diriku sendiri atau untuk orang lain.

it's important to recognize that feelings of inadequacy can be subjective and influenced by perception. practice self-compassion, focus on your strengths, and set realistic expectations for yourself. consider seeking support from friends or family to explore these feelings further. remember that self-worth is not solely determined by external validation, and personal growth is an ongoing process.