pebby

likerealgrass · 2mo

hi, how are you? I hope your trip goes well, and you get to do more fun things, and everybody is nice to you <3

grass hello!! my trip went so well and i lost 0 children and was even allowed back in the country afterwards!!! i hope everything is going well with you and that you are eating lots of yummy autumnal foods and drinking hot chocolate with both hands wrapped around the mug (the only proper way to drink it) xxxx

pebby · 2mo

likerealgrass · 5mo

sending you big big hugs and a lot of strength for boring tasks <3333333

i love youuuu !!! im actually quite enjoying some of them (writing a conference presentation) and i also played a lot of pokemon today !!
i hope your sunday was restful !! mwah <3

pebby · 5mo

likerealgrass · 6mo

Hiiiii, I'm sorry for disappearing, hope this summer is gente to you. very excited for the long fic in any form and shape
I had been thinking what book I should recommend to you for days, but I couldn't think of anything that I really really liked, and you could read and like too and haven't yet, so, I felt embarrassed 0_0 maybe, Light from uncommon stars Ryka Aoki, if you haven't read yet. It has all of my favorite things and made me cry in public a few times
and happy very belated birthday in case my message didn't reach you
I hope I didn't offend you in any way

grass !!! my love !!! i was thinking about you the other day !!
that book looks soooo good !! i just bought it and have it on my kindle now :3 i am currently 4 books behind on my goal for the year so i need some good ones to catch me up !! and i shall deffo let you know if i cry hehe
no !! im so sorry !! i meant to reply to birthday messages and then i made a big thing about it in my head and the longer it went on the more embarassing the whole thing got and so i just paralysed myself with brain nonsense and never did it ... i loved your message and i love you !!! (when is YOUR bday??)
long fic is fighting back against me but with YOUR blessing i believe i can do anything !!
ilu ilu ilu !!!!!! <33333

pebby · 6mo

masked stranger · 7mo

what does the spoon in ur bio mean ?

hi !! i use it to signify my disability (im autistic) bc im not physically disabled so dont want to use the wheelchair but also hate the puzzle piece that some ppl seem to want to use ! it comes from miserandino's spoon theory ! <3

pebby · 7mo

masked stranger · 7mo

disturbed thoughts hmm. “i love you. i want us both to eat well.” but it’s cannibalism, and the grief and disgust that comes with an all-consuming love

as someone who just finished a rewatch of interview with the vampire ... this is damaging me very greatly ... i am in the docs .... i am Creating

pebby · 7mo

nj · 7mo

write something unhinged based on a catullus poem

unhinged ...... catullus ..... .bet

pebby · 7mo

likerealgrass · 8mo

first of all, i'm sorry for wriring almost the same thing twice. i was too excited. i gathered some feelings and thoughts
so, something about loving losers, and everyone is at least a little bit unhappy. and soonyoung will never be able to know wonwoo in ways that his wife does. but he has him now. and, oh, he must know this book so well. can’t he say that he gets him too
also, reading dept of speculation after the last part of love in the big city must be an experience, if you read in this order.
i don’t think I can say anything meaningful about the content of the books, except for the constant beautiful doom of it all.
but stylistically (?) how the parts in libc (sorry) open up the character, and i had a moment in the middle when i was doubting that the character in all the parts was the same, and i had to remind myself all the names and connections. maybe it’s just because i’m stupid, but i loved it so much. also, the first time in a while when i cried because of the book (in public), very low key, but stil.
and in the dept of speculation, when she describes the meeting with the girl through the things she would say to her students. and then, there’s no “but actually…”. and it’s like it’s supposed to be the most detached part, but it seems the most vulnerable, because it stays unwritten, she just gave a lesson, nothing more.
i’m sorry, if i’m being silly i haven’t discussed a book with anyone in a while, but i would love to hear your thoughts too, if you want to share. i know, sonwoo is a statement on itself, and i enjoyed trying to find different pieces and fractions of both books there, and the vibes mashed together make me want to stare at a wall in silence and also tear my hair out
<3
(please don't judge me for my terrible reading comprehension)

you are SOOOOOOOOO smart like the bit in the middle of libc like the unnamedness of it all and that being the same in DoS i hadnt even made that connection like there is something so powerful about a character that remains kind of off screen through the reader/narrator not getting all the information about them (i feel like this is done most effectively through denying someone their name) but still like theyre a fleshed out and Real character !!!
i did in fact read them in that order then wrote the silly little fanfic and i hadnt even made that link i dont think it was on purpose at all lmao
also there is no such think as terrible reading comprehension like if youre comprehending then it is correct

pebby · 7mo

likerealgrass · 8mo

pebby, I read dept of speculation and love in the big city in a little more than a day. I don't even know if I'm sad now. I shall never read a book again, and I should never ever read a book that fast T_T but both tasks are impossible to accomplish, I'm afraid
hope you're having a good day <3
and your fic is really really great, I literally couldn't stop thinking about them, and the wife, and oh, so many sides of it all

i cant believe you read two whole books because of silly little me that blows my whole entire mind i love you (what book should i read that gives me a little window to your brain??)

pebby · 7mo

likerealgrass · 9mo

enjoy your holidays! I have divorced lesbians soonhui if it's something you may like, only vibes, very vague :/
https://archiveofourown.org/works/54818485
<3

i never replied to this but !!!!!!!!!!!! divorced lesbians soonhui !!!!! this rocked my fucking world fr

pebby · 8mo

likerealgrass · 8mo

jjk fic ??!!!! <3 i'm so behind the lore, honestly, I need to go on wiki, and spoil myself everything too, because I stopped believing that I'll ever start second season
I need to come back after, to feel more things, but you're so so good as always, and it works perfectly even without me knowing anything!!!!

cant think of anything other than jjk atm !! i need to finish my rewatch of s1 (i didnt understand it on my first watch bc im stupid xoxo) but !!! im excited to write more hehehe there is also a film which is so good !!!
ilu ilu ilu as always !!! <333

pebby · 8mo

likerealgrass · 9mo

also, other, I'm reading your fics, because I'm deeply obsessed with your fics and you, and I love words, and you, and you're so good at words and at putting boys in situations (that are so fucked up) which could but should not be reduced to vibes, and your plots are cool, but it's about everything together (I hope this is very helpful for your statistics)

it is helpful for my statistics and also im getting it tattooed on me permanently so theres that

pebby · 9mo

likerealgrass · 9mo

the fucked up wonwoo vibes are so so good!!!! very fucked up, it suits him very well. I fell like biting through something inedible and hard now, after rereading it five times in a row <3

so obsessed with you !!!! i shall give you some drywall to chew <333

pebby · 9mo

likerealgrass · 9mo

sending you big big hugs!!! <3

MWAH !!!!!!

pebby · 9mo

masked stranger · 9mo

💜

MWAH

pebby · 9mo

likerealgrass · 9mo

hi, i'm here just to remind you that you're the most precious human being on earth and I love you very much

grass !!!! ive missed you !!! i love you !!! <3