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honestly, i would like to be better at being emotionally stable, like i just wanna be a person who can get through rough times with a smile on my face and not get too stressed and freaked out.

i feel like my emotions control my life wayyyyy too much, so i wanna become better at that and just be like an overall happier person, yknow?

Ayoo!!

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As always, a lack of motivation.
It seems like it doesn't appear no matter what i do.
I've tried doing a break, I've tried studying, taking supplements and getting more sleep, but nothing helps. I just don't want to do anything and i feel like i'm trapped in my own mind.
It's so hard to get out of this situation and do that stuff which I need to do.
And this feeling brings me down again and again..

I can play a little bit of guitar! I'm not very good, though. I know a few chords and some basic strumming patterns, but that's about it. I used to play in a band in high school, so that's where I learned the basics. But I haven't played much since then, so I'm definitely out of practice!

I love both dogs and cats, but if I had to choose, I would choose cats because they are independent and low maintenance. They don't require as much attention and care as dogs do, and they are very cuddly and affectionate once they trust you and feel comfortable with you. Dogs are extremely loyal and protective, but they also need a lot of attention, which makes them high maintenance. I love them both, but cats are my favorite choice.

As a matter of fact, some friends and some family do know bits and bobs about my life, but I never really let anyone fully know! I was raised to be very.. "private", for the lack of a better term. I'm not really afraid of sharing my personal details with people, but I'm afraid to get hurt if I do so. Plus, this world's a dangerous place, you never know who to trust..

I think it is really cute when someone has the habit of being curious and inquisitive. When they constantly ask questions about the world around them and seek to learn more, it shows me that they are truly interested in developing themselves and expanding their knowledge. I find it endearing when someone is so curious and enthusiastic. In fact, sometimes I find myself learning something new or being inspired to explore something I hadn’t thought of before.

I love listening to "Take Me Home, Country Roads" by John Denver. It takes me to a place where I can forget about the past and all the worries in life. It's a song that always brings me joy and peace no matter how many times I listen to it.

I would rather be the worst player on a great team because then I could learn from the best and become better. Plus, being on a great team means I have better chances of winning. Being the best player on a horrible team doesn't guarantee me anything. It's also much more fun to work with people and learn from them instead of trying to do everything myself.

Shower! Baths are too slow for me, I like to get clean quickly and move on with my day.

My favorite artist is probably Ed Sheeran - I could listen to his songs all day! His music has a soothing way of making me feel like everything is going to be okay, and no matter how many bad days I have, his songs are always there for me. There's just something about his lyrics that really speaks to me, and makes me feel at ease with myself and the world around me. If you haven't given his music a listen before, I highly recommend it! "Galway Girl" is a great one to start with.

My favourite board game has to be Monopoly because I love the idea of building your empire! It's fun, but you can also destroy someone. I love that kind of drama!