I haven’t feel enough… or proud of myself. It sucks and sometimes I find life suffocating and I don’t know why. It bothers me not understanding myself.

tugas aku yang ngga kelar kelar itu huft 😰

Haven't got character i want. What about you, Ai?

The stress and pressure from uni, maybe? I've been wanting to have time to rest properly but I can't, the never ending assignments keep barging into my life. Huft.

As always, a lack of motivation.
It seems like it doesn't appear no matter what i do.
I've tried doing a break, I've tried studying, taking supplements and getting more sleep, but nothing helps. I just don't want to do anything and i feel like i'm trapped in my own mind.
It's so hard to get out of this situation and do that stuff which I need to do.
And this feeling brings me down again and again..

i feel like i'm starting to get overwhelmed by my tasks and activities...

Aku ngatau tpi BANYAK BGT...SAMPE BANYAKNYA ngabisa aku sebutin satusatu :[