painful, don't wish to do it again

It was like life had meaning and the meaning was that feeling

Hasn't happened.

Ich finde "Liebestraum" von Frank Liszt drückt das Gefühl recht gut aus
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=KpOtuoHL45Y

Fantastic but also very confused. It was with the first girl that I dated and everyone was like "Oh it's your first date, there's no way you truly love her" and yet I'm honestly not sure if I've felt such strong of love since then.. It was the greatest feeling in the world

I've never been mutually in love. =/

Love? Is that like a rock band or something?

Kinda sick. I couldnt eat lol and was in a kind of stunned trance state for a few weeks. Till I got better from this strange sickness. . haha.