Yes. A different person, but born to the same parents. My family is the only good thing in my life, so I'd like to keep that, but just not be a socially inept autistic loser, burden to my family, and a drain on society.

Occasionally but then I meet someone who makes me realise im probably not that bad

No I'm good

I'd like to be myself but with social skills

I wish I were a mother fuckin chamelon

Yeh, I want to be someone with like 8 foot eyelashes, because that would be disgusting and I could toss them like people toss their hair.

I would try to be a man for some time?

I made that mistake some years ago and after having tried, my answer is No. Or Not exactly. I want to be me improving or changing those things I'm uncomfortable with.

Yes/no