I agree with arthurware, I don't think I deserve to live in this world. I don't know if "deserve" really has a meaning; you get what you get, and there's apparently no reciprocity to it, but suffice it to say if everyone were like me the world would probably be a utopia.
Hard to say, as we are our own biggest critics, we may often times think we deserve less than we truly do. I am content where I am, but certainly I could be deserving of more.