hi !! sorry this is very late but i did read your response. in fact, i read it over and over since you sent it but didn't know how to reply because i was still in an angry headspace and i didn't want to project my feelings onto another person. also, please don't worry about the length of your response because it really means a lot to me that you took to the time to create it and talk to me 🫶🏾🫶🏾 honestly, the way i feel about them has changed a bit throughout these months and although i can't forgive them just yet, i'm trying to extend myself grace and honor my emotions. trusting people is especially something i still struggle with these days but again, i'm sure time will help me open up more. i definitely wish i could jump to the end of healing from it but taking my time has helped me so much in understanding why it went down the way it did. idk if i mentioned it before but thank you so much for your advice/sharing your experience. i'm really sorry you had to go through what you did and i at least hope you're doing much better now 😭💕💕💕 but yeah, life sometimes sucks and unfortunately shit happens and we have to deal with the ugly aftermath of it all. now i'm rambling, i apologize 😭 anyway, i hope you have a wonderful day or night or evening wherever you are and thank you for sharing something so personal, i really do appreciate it~~ mwaa

my answer is so fawking late omgg but i would love to introduce them to plantains, kala, and liberian doughnuts (not the traditional kind). i would definitely give them the plantains with some texture bc the fried mushy ones are booty (i'm a hater idc). also kala is this fried ball of dough and can technically be eaten with savory foods or by itself but it's so good alone :> doughnuts are also made from dough but instead of being in a circle, it's made by twisting it, frying, and covering it in a cinnamon/sugar mixture immediately after. it's teww good 🤰🏾 these are my fave foods/sweets if that wasn't obvious already DHSJDJD i love them soso much and i would love if they got to taste some of it aaaa

hii jamie 💗 in all honesty, i'm not doing well and i don't say that to exaggerate or anything like that but the past few days/week were not the best 😭 but anyway, i'm trying to take a break from twitter because being around people is exhausting, especially since it's hard for me to trust. i kinda hate that i had to move accounts to feel better but i didn't see myself keeping that account when i felt so uncomfortable. sorry for sounding vague but it's a touchy subject and i don't think it'll go over well if i said more. also, thank you for not sharing my new acc !! i really don't want to be surrounded by general moan twt bc my trust issues are truly in the gutter right now /srs. omg why is this response so long already but thank you again for being a person i can trust and rely on cus those seen hard to find nowadays lol. i'm trying to take care of myself as best as i can but i also know it'll take time to come back to myself so i'm taking it slow. i hope you're taking care of yourself as well n life is treating you good :( sorry for responding late btw, my energy is extremely low these days shdjdj. okay this is so freaking long im sorry idk when to shut up 😭 mkay byebye

hi bb 🥺❤❤ im not gona lie, i forgot almost everything ab this month as soon as i read this question DJDSJKD but !! a few things im glad ive been able to do is get back into books n reading again bc ive been slacking. i managed to finish 'the night swim' but megan goldin n get back to my reading goal of this year. also ! ive been more social with ppl by making friends and doin phone calls even though they usually make me anxious :> i think this month was one of the toughest i've had in a while (so homophobic honestly) but one of the most rewarding bc i learned more about myself too <33 am srry if my answer wasn't as interesting as you maybe expected 😭 i don't rly do much hshdjd. hope your month treated you well and good luck with writing !! love youuu, mwaa ^-^

cw // cnc, death

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oh this is SEXYYY 🤭 i love ur idea n i think u shld write it but hear me out !! maybe it could cnc and over the course of their rs, sbn kinda teaches him that life is worth living again and yjn gets better but sbn starts acting weird ?? like, what if those thoughts started to corrupt him and he's like.. i kinda wana explore these kinks w/yjn more. idk where im going with this honestly but corruption is on my mind rn @~@. i think it'd be rly fun to explore their rs over the course of yjn's depression to recovery n how sbn has sorta become dark (kink wise) n doesn't know how to confront his bf with his darker thoughts :>

thank you 😭😭 ik we spoke about this in dms (sorta) but i don't wana ever make someone feel like im exaggerating bc i usually mean what i say 🧍🏾‍♀️ ofc there are some exceptions but most of all, I don't wana give off the impression that im playing with anyone's feelings, yk? im happy to talk to you too and everytime you show up in my mentions, it brings genuine joy to me 🫂🫂 ik i don't usually initiate convos between us but i do look at your tweets n im always wishing you the best <33 you deserve the entire world you :( even if it doesn't seem like that rn, i promise you do and you deserve all the love this world can offer you /srs. sorry again that this is long, idk when to shut up but you can always talk to me on here (i love being spammed) or twt and i'll be there 💗💗💗

im so srry your day didn't go that well but we both slept through the day omg love that for us HSHVJDD (jus joking pls don't kill me). but !! i hope u were able to take something for ur headache or at least hv an icepack (those tend to help me a little) :((

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ngl to you, i was vv confused bc im oblivious n was convinced i hadn't spoken to you before but now i recognize you from the "pretty princess" 🤭 hehe helo
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does the playlist hv a specific theme besides it being the same artist? im curious (nosy) now :0 and yes one of my fave colors is pink but the other two are blue n purple !! i don't dress in pastels most of the time tho but i wana venture in that direction bc i wana upgrade my style lol.
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you're a little sick for asking the last question /lh bc im a foodie but also picky as hell for some reason?? idek im blaming that on being neurodivergent but at the top of my head is baked mac n cheese n most breakfast foods. if i could, i wld eat breakfast foods every single day (at any hr) but i don't bc im trying to be a responsible adult (lying). :> i love pizza too, shrimp is good but i don't eat it often bc seafood is one the things im picky ab, unfortunately :( sorry this is long as hell but i wanted to reply to everything n make sure i didn't forget anything ☹ anyway i hope ur headache gets better n your playlist goes well + ur day is much better tmrw !! kiss kiss 🥺❤❤❤