Compliment yourself in your head?

Do humble people work to be humble? 🤔

Just remember most normal people are trying to do what they need to do, same as you

If your humble you are and if your no humble your not.

I wish I knew...

Stay as you are and do not read one of those books promising to make you a highly successful person who "delivers". Those only typically turn you into an arsehole. A non humble one.

Find that ground where you're willing to stand up for yourself, take pride in your achievements but ultimately loathe yourself and always feel like you're replaceable in anything you do.