Making it a subject of my raw material of overthinking that will pop up at any time to embarrass myself (cringing myself at its finest).

Pretend its not happening

I will vanish, erasing my own existence, and immerse myself in a self-evaluation.

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Forget about it.

A long time (even life time) Regretting. Like why on earth I DID that fool things. After that I try to.. be fine, even though I’m not really fine. 🥲

Tell myself that I am so stupid before I back to stop doing those things

if it made someone uncomfortable or even worse, upset, i'd say sorry right away. but if it didn't involve anyone then i'd just stare at the mirror and go, "you dumb– [the next words are censored for our own good]"

Pretend not doing at all. 🤡