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shy · 10mo
Omg i just saw you saying you plan to open comms in the future snd i got SO happy i have never fallen in love with an artstyle quite like i have with yours..! I hope to be able to commission u in the future..
IM STUDYING REAL HARD SO THAT I CAN FEEL COMFORTABLE WITH PUTTING UP COMMISSIONS ><!!! i know its totally in my head, and not at all necessary, but i really want to get to a point where im both able to make a piece in a reasonable amount of time while also being proud of what i make. PLEASE WAIT FOR ME, KIND BENEFACTOR!!!
shy · 10mo
i wish muskrat didnt make replying and posting a paid feature bc I can't comment on your work anymore after I got suspended 😭
I just wanna say ur art is really amazing 💞 tiny alhaitham has my heart
shy · 10mo
Your art is AMAZING- I'm a quiet follower and anytime I see it pass on my feed I start shaking and drooling AUGHHHH-The way you draw everyone is SO PERFECT- Your taru and itto and lil haitham- HNNNNGHNNNN I've spent an unhealthy amout of time on your twitter media tab imma be honest
Do you do requests/comms? (I kinda NEED to see a little shota Benny in ur style)
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR BROWSING MY WORK!!!! i am working up my courage and will to do comms again, i swear, i do plan on opening them this year, i just!!! need a little bit more time to settle in to my new place. coughs there are a lot of expenses that need to be paid, so hopefully,,,this is s-s-soon.
shy · 10mo
I was so shocked when I found out you're 31, I swore you were like 21 😭
shy · 10mo
Hello! So to preface, let me just say I and my partner have been admiring your account from afar for a while. I hope it's not too strange to hear, but we found ourselves talking about you; hoping you were doing alright. I know we're not mutuals or anything, but after reading your recent thread about the painful dreams and thoughts that your move has brought up, I felt like I should say something. Of course I don't know your whole situation, but I can empathize with a lot of what I read earlier. All this to say I (we) support you and hope you're doing as well as possible, and if you need anything we are here for you!
AH!! thank you so much for reaching out and thinking of me!! i moved to a really amazing and safe place—maybe the best ive ever had in my whole life!
i think part of me believes that its too good to be true and something terrible is going to happen. like i…like ill wake up and ill be back you know?
day by day, i think i can start to accept that good things can happen to me, and people do think about me! lovingly!
thank you again 🤍🤍🤍🤍 i hope you both have a good day!
shy · 10mo
do you have any sort of artist statement/themes you seek to convey through your art? i remember reading something along the lines of it at some point, but i dont think it was quite as directed so i wanted to ask you point blank. i think we're quite different but nonetheless im very intrigued by your artistic vision i think. maybe im reading into it too far i'm not sure hahaha.
artist statement,,,mmm, ill try to answer to the best of my ability.
i want to take control of a part of my childhood that is difficult to talk about. i want to talk about it, visually, and create a safe haven for victims who have been shamed and marginalized for not being “the perfect victim”. i want to connect too, with this pain i dont know where else to put, and transform it into something softer, something impossible. i want to express my strange feelings and memories in hopes that others can see that theyre not alone in their strange feelings and memories.
my personhood is something ive only recently discovered, and with that, comes the art that i make now. for a long time i felt like i was only alive for the sake of pleasuring others, and it is difficult to break from this sense, even now. striking my own opinions through my words and my art is something new to me, so i apologize if this doesnt make much sense or isnt the answer you were looking for.
im happy we get to be different and i hope we can respect those differences.
shy · 10mo
just curious, did you ever draw luocha and huohuo? i remember you mentioning it a while ago and thought i'd ask about it! love your art sooo much <3
I COMPLETELY FORGOT TTATT!!!!!! thank you for remembering!! luocha is so massive and huohuo is so itty bitty,,,closes my little eyes…i have so much to catch up on after this painting,,,ill try my hardest to remember BUT!!!! now aventurine is coming for me, and i do love to torture a blonde twink,,,
shy · 10mo
what happened to ur dottolei arts?/gen question im not trying to be rude or anything i was just looking for them for a while😭(sorry if my english is bad)
shy · 11mo
Hello! I don’t know if you remember me at allll, but a few years ago I commented on ur cuntboy Kaeya art! I’ve since left the genshin community, but I still come to your account to see what you’ve posted! Love you and ur art!! Hope you continue to prosper!!!!!!!!💙💙💙
shy · 11mo
hi! first off, want to say that while i'm more of a quiet follower, i love your art. your expressions, compositions, are all chef's kiss. i was looking through your media and saw your eiscr art from a while ago, and got curious if you have any thoughts about ei in general?
hello! hello! thank you for writing in! mmm ei. i desperately want scara and ei to meet and for the scene to be very difficult and tumultuous for the both of them. resolution is not something that is in their stars, but i think in showing that struggle, there is peace to be found. i would also love scara to show his vitriol, his resentment, and also his profound melancholy of being abandoned. its something he's only recently started to bridge after multiple lifetimes of distrust, and i would enjoy to see him struggling with accepting that with his mother. i dont see a peaceful resolution haha! but it's a story that is unique to them and i would love love love to experience it!
shy · 11mo
LUCIEN.. HOW DO I DM YOU IF MESSAGES ARE CLOSED
shy · 11mo
just popping in to say hi and have a good day dont let tha haters win !!!!! carpe diem with shotas!!!!!!!!!!
shy · 11mo
( this isnt meant to be rude at all i'm sorry if it comes across as that way) do you have any of the threads you wrote on your other accounts?? i was obsessed with a lot of them especially your dottolei ones
shy · 11mo
do you have a discord by chance? or can you recommend one. ik you prob dont wanna post anything publicly due to harassment but i just find it hard to get into a community within the same headspace only on twitter lol
i have a discord though i do not have my own server if thats what you mean. i am very inclined against starting one too, to be frank ^^; i typically prefer chatting one on one and find it hard to juggle conversations in a group without getting overwhelmed 😵💫 i find myself wanting to stand back and let others take the floor and end up not coming back 😔
as a result i am also not an active member in a server either, though i have joined a handful (trembling coughing blood im sorry) . im afraid i do not have any reccomendations for you here, but i do hope you get to have meaningful conversations soon, all the same! good luck!
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shy · 11mo
idk how you feel abt neuviwrio, but ik you drew shota wriothesley once and i feel like his character story kind of sets the stage for a perfect shota neuviwrio scenario. like how wrio was almost trafficked when he was small but he killed his parents to get out of that and neuvillette was naturally the judge for his trial
neuviwrio has really rubbed me the wrong way since day 1 and i dont know why. i really have to fight the impulse to decline it, but i can see where people are coming from with this pairing, and especially so with this plot structure. ill definitely try to open up to this possibility but it will take time 💔 im sorry u.u