hii!! a bit of a headache rn but i'm okay, ty 💕 hmm fun thoughts of the day....

that maet would be perfect for a detective au where he gets paired up with a partner who he's always bickering with but then late night brainstorming sessions keep happening...maybe they end up ordering food sometimes too....and maybe they learn more about each other personally and start enjoying these late nights....and maybe it starts to feel like there's tension in the air...and maybe matthew is always half naked bc it helps him concentrate...and maybe his partner notices that more than he thinks he should....and maybe when they finally solve the case they get so excited that matthew suddenly kisses him and there's a long pause and he's scared as fuck that he just messed everything up...but it's okay bc feelings are reciprocated and they end up having sex on the floor 😜 the end~

Omg thank you for reading 🥹 it's been so long, i assumed everyone who would have read it already has read it by now, so this is so nice! Thanks for going back in the tag to old fics and finding it 🥰

And thank you for being interested in the last three chapters! It would be very nice to complete that story, I think, because I am very proud of it as a whole. 💕

I'll be honest...I used to only write original fiction and this fandom is my first time writing fanfiction. And it was mostly because, at the time, there was not a lot of fics for certain ships (like gmg) and so I decided if there was no food then I should make the food myself. Now, as the fandom has grown, there are a lot more fics and they are posted at a more frequent rate too bc of more writers and it's been a demotivator for me tb....just because there's already so much good food out there and i'm not sure if what I write adds anything to that (or is needed anymore, like it was when food was minimal).

But I appreciate your nice words and it definitely does help remind me that what I write is appreciated too! 🫂

i don't think he ever gave us a full explanation but he did mention the nickname again when he was on live from his new bedroom, talking about his new mattress! so i think it's just a play-on-words and he thought it was cute and reminded him of mtw. which honestly, for a T, that is especially endearing that the man who has everyone saved so formally decided to put a cute nickname for matthew (and only matthew). he also has yujin as "maknae yujin" but that's less of a nickname and more of just an addition to the name. 😜

this was like a year ago too and him and mtw are even closer now, so i'd LOVE to know if that nickname has been updated 👀 maybe to one of the newer nicknames he calls him (jagiya, honey, sweetheart, wife)........ it might be wishful thinking but i don't think the possibility is zero 👀👀

bow 🥺 this took so long for me to decide i'm sorry BUT i think i finally made up my mind lol and decided to just go with my #1 TOP moments~

♡ August - the birth of the Die with a Smile saga from maet recommending the song, to the behind the scenes photo of maettael in a very loving position that tael posted to ig with the song on the post. little did we know what this would become...and it's still ongoing until that cover finally drops and ends us all 😭 the lyrics + the way that tael was about to run his fingers through maet's hair and the look in maet's eyes...it was amazing

♡ September- the KEYCAPS...and how excited tael was to know what the gift was and "meet me when your done" and how excited maet was to show it, and how maet had thought about it for a year, and how tael posted photos of it and actually installed it on his keyboard and brought it to LA and showed it off on live and posted it with a cover of try again...just omg. why do they take simple things and turn them into a huge romantic saga? i just loved everything about that keycap and now it's in my header 🤭

btw i went with just the top because it's so hard to remember what even happened each month...icb we were fed so well with so many things. maettael have been so good to us 🥺 i appreciate their dedication to being in love and being obvious about it ❤️

hiii! actually body worship works so well for them bc the first thing that comes to my mind is just all the instances of them massaging each other during schedules, at the airport, etc etc...and then all the times where they have been literally groping eo's chest on camera...and how maet said bin can notice if his chest is smaller than usual bc he usually does a (daily? lol) check of it...they are definitely obsessed with feeling each other's bodies. and on top of that they have both had insecurities with their bodies and they both know that so well because of how they've been close even before bp...so they very intimately know those concerns and how they've evolved over time. i love to think of them really worshiping the other's body and letting the other know just how magnificent it is bc it's really something they would do and it would be really hot too!

ty anon, i agree with these thoughts 😏