dearest wanda, your mental health is more important than your career.

I have some that are not public-friendly. But as for public-friendly, maybe not bumping into someone that drains my energy out would be it.

benerin cara belajarku 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭 apalagi ya mau bilang I want to fix the way I treat myselt tapi aku rasa gaperlu turn back time karena aku udah bisa memperlakukan diriku dengan baik, semua butuh belajar jd BELAJAAARRR

Probably my major of choice because it’s difficult to find a job that requires the skills and knowledge that I learnt from college (and now I’m stuck with teaching position, I don’t fully love teaching but it is what it is, I’d happily get another job as soon as I have a chance).

choosing to not be born at all??? because who wants it anyway

Despite the pain i went through— i will change nothing. Each & every choice did lead me to where i am today, and i have gained a lot of good things that i wouldn't want to lose, so if i could turn back time, i will choose to do it the same way. No regrets.

Nothing, as I step further into my timeline, the stronger I believe that everything happens for reasons. Immediately, I adapt things and realize something. "This is my way and I actually belong here." Regrets happened, obviously, but after that reliefs also came to me. My relief and gratitude is bigger than what I've regretted.

Benerin jam makan dan tidur, slapping myself hard karena sekali berantakan bakal bertahan bertahun-tahun even sampai sekarang. Kangen tidur kaya orang normal soalnya 😂

i would go back to the time when i underestimate myself a lot, harming myself to the point until i almost lost myself because of my clumsiness. doubting over my competence just wasting my time and i wish i could tell my old self to (a bit) believe in yourself so i can live my life to the fullest no matter how the circumstances i need to step on!

Can I... just travel into the future? To see if I was doing fine and if there was a thing that I regretted doing so. Supaya aku tau harus berbuat apa saat ini dan nggak bakal nyesel dikemudian hari terus nggak berharap I could turn back time.

Ah, this is kinda emotional for me but if I get a chance, I will hug my dad longer the day before he left. I'll do EVERYTHING to get that chance, actually. I remember at that time I'm too focused with a phone game when he ask for a hug, and he asked me TWICE yet I only gave him three seconds of hug; not knowing that it will be the last time I gave him a hug. Still haunt me til this day and I never touched that game again after that.

i'd definitely choose not to be born. if i'm not here, everything will be fine.