Nah, I don't remember wanting tinnitus

A recurring theme/problem in my life is that anything I liked or wanted was taken from me, and so at some point I started cutting it all off - shed myself of expectations, goals, etc. just killing time from one thing until the next until my soul is sent back to the abyss whence it came

Yep. I think about that sometimes and I’m at the point where I don’t desire too many things now.

Yeah, poor and desperate. I also didn't have any suitors.

Oh for sure. I like questions like this... gives me a chance to pat myself on the back.

I better remember

I’m still wondering what it is I want.