pernah. dan itu bikin diriku jadi ga tau sebenernya aku yang asli itu yang mana sih? and i choose to stop those crazy things walaupun sulit. karena emang dari awal udah kebiasaan buat penuhin ekspetaasi orang lain ke diri kita </3

already 👍🏻

Yes I have, several times in the past. Now I don't do it anymore, it brings me more harm than not.

YES ONCE. Dan ga mau lagi.

I have, and happened to do so on some people and situation since it was what they wish for.

i did, long long long time ago. im free as a bird now.

So many times, I didn’t enjoy it not even one bit. And I always ended up feeling like losing myself too so now I am just unapologetically myself and I don’t care if anyone is scared or pussy enough to get close. Then you just don’t have it with you at all.

I did that last year, and it was exhausting. So, I never again tried to be what they wanted. I believe being myself is better.

idk if I realize the change in me to be what they want rather than being myself -Al

I've been doing it since day 1

Once, and will never do it again.

always....

A sad fact that needs to be admitted, yes i have. But for now there's a high possibility of promising not to do the same thing, where i almost lost everything from myself.

Nope, lebih suka jadi diri sendiri sih

Once. And it ended with me being tired of myself.