I ignore the deal in the first place

yearning for someone to love

Not well

Poorly sometimes but im still here and making progress

Mostly badly, because I don't have the energy or will to treat myself, or a reason to do that.

I just try and be as kind and understanding as I am with others as I am with myself

abusively, unfortunately

I let myself play videogames while myself works.

i don't 😎

questionably