If it protects themselves or people they care about. It can make it confusing but is tolerable to me now. Their history makes a difference too, we may or may not realise it when we're younger but it affects adulthood, such as if we ignore troubles as if they don't exist. It'll manifest still.

That's the good thing about the past year for me, I reached a moment where I had to move forward, there wasn't really a choice but to look to grow with what I had. Even now, I didn't know how I would develop to this point. Kinda sidetracked there 😆

I never knew them

I'm building to it. No use leaping where there isn't a platform or anything there

Not yet

Understanding

I think people can change with time, developing part of ourselves

Nope. I barely remember my dreams

I wouldn't say "great" amount but a little bit is trying divination with playing cards. I find enjoyment in that. It's been a long time since I found something that brings excitement, even better that it isn't a person, in my opinion.

In a way but the reason itself matters

I'm currently trying to adult. The realisation my family such as my parents and my brothers, and people who cared whom I didn't realise did, need me to stand up and walk properly. Then give out help to people. I can't afford to waste away.

It doesn't hurt anymore. The shell became the armour which also became the bedrock for growth now. Even I don't know how to open it unless it just does on its own

Nope

When it's too late to turn back or that train already departed the station long ago

It's supposed to help with forming memories

Coffee. I've gotten to like the taste, though at the start, not really. Then started drinking a lot of it, then, boom, my go to beverage