Easy

Mostly very easy, but there are maybe three things I will walk around with for the rest of my dumb life

Depends on what said thing is. Sometimes it’s easier, and other times I have to pray to Jesus to remove the bitter and excessive bile so that I can sleep at night.

I'm somewhere in the middle in terms of that tbh

I sure can hold a grudge.

Not very. There was a spider on my pillow 3 days ago, and I'm still thinking about it. I always try to show em respect and that's how they repay me

Or maybe it was only 2 days ago. Still that's a long time to hold a grudge against a spider

I constantly try to get better at this.

About relationships and ppl on care about.. Not easy at all.

Concerningly easy.

Depends on what it is. I want to reach the state of Nirvana one day and for that goal I have to let go of everything, of everything. I will be worth it, cause the end of suffering is my reward. Most people know the word Nirvana but they have no idea of the meaning or how to reach that state. Now it is difficult or next to impossible for me to let go of things that are dear to me and I am as well in no shape or form worthy enough for this highest of all goals but after 10 more incarnations I will be.