Hi, Claire! I've been waiting to answer this question but pardon me for being such a turtle, I needed 12 days to think about what movie should I drop here. The thing about me is that I watch a movie that stole my attention, whether because ones who's staring the show, the director and their signature to do a movie, or even because the brief story or plot that I overhead somewhere—it turns to be interesting for me to see. So basically, every movie that I watch based on my own will is just the movie that I like. I have a few titles that I write on the top of the list of course, one of them that I really love so much is The Breakfast Club. Don't you ever consider it to be compared with Oscar winner movie such as Bohemian Rhapsody or a complicated and yet the best masterpiece ever such as The Truman Show or Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind (I love Jim Carrey, yes). The movie, The Breakfast Club, is simply just a coming of age movie. Talking about these so-called (they're not) rebellious kiddos whose happen to step on a stair named adulthood. They're not ready, and we all know that. I could actually write down a paragraph about it but no, you should go and watch it yourself. Oh and by the way, those 3 others are also worth watching in case you're curious lol!

Let me think about this for some time because I don't think I have any specific way to cope with heartbreak. Have I experienced rejection before? Probably not because way before I face the rejection itself, I would've thought myself as ones who afraid of rejection. Wouldn't it better to not say a thing instead of got a rejection? Pardon me, I'm such a coward.

Besides, there are more reason that can cause a heartbreak. Human is fragile and they could easily get hurt. Hurt as hell, but you got to move on. Maybe just let the time heal, that's what I believe. Time will heal. Time will heal. Happiness will come forth so please be patient and face what you have to face, the heartbreak, the sadness, everything makes you in gloomy will slowly be gone.

I write. So much thoughts I have that I could label my feelings as "sadness", it's probably because I have so many things going on the same time that my head started to blow up if I let myself think about it, or either that nothing going on that I feel so empty.

Even with the closest ones we have, we need to know our boundaries. We need to set it out and they should know where to leave us behind with our thoughts. It's not like that communication isn't helping at all, "curhat" does work on most of people, it's nice to have a shoulder to cry on. I do talk to my 119 person, too, of course, and yet I still need to write down a few words or sentences (sometimes paragraphs) in order to get fully relieved. Not always about the current life crisis I face, I need to distract myself in most of terrible times sooo I do write about some joyful delusional script in my head just because it might help.

If we rethink about it, doesn't the word "someone you never expected" would probably hit the same note as someone we never wanted to be going out with? Well, okay, that isn't 100% accurate because sometimes it could be about ones we admire and never thought we can have them as a lover. We never thought about them being in love with us because it has always been that "impossible".

Even though the "what if" theories keep running in mind that make it somehow possible for us to hear a love confession from those we never expect they would, whether the one we ever admire or not, taking my time is the only act I could excuse. Need to take my time, need to think about things properly, and the answer? It depends. Sometimes we could just spontaneously say no because?? Just no. In other case it'd probably end up as a yes, a big yes that impulsively coming out because the excitement is way too big to let us think even just a while, it's not always bad though, love grows. And sometimes, too, we have that desire to get to know them first, lowkey stimmed but then your sanity want you to see how things would go concluding by the times you spend as ones who get to know each other.