Nope

Talked to my boss a couple of minutes ago and found some relief. Probably he isn't fully aware of the risks, but I informed him and he is adult enough to form an educated guess about the risk.

nah I'm just getting the bottle of rum open, ask me again in a couple of hours

Right at this moment? Yes I am

Not really.

Not really. This online dating stuff is -1 to mental health. And it doesn't feel different if the affection doesn't already exist, as if a formal agreement that both acknowledge they're partnered up. Other than that, I'm not happier with someone than being alone and able to chat and hang out anyway. I'll still try though, because I don't want to give up on things.

I’ve had my coffee, so I’m better.