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Have you ever thought of committing suicide or do you know a person that wanted to end his or her life out of despair?
Not out of despair but if I got sick or something and didn't have much time. I've thought that I might as well do some good on my way out by suicide bombing some commies or maybe us a sniper rifle or something. Clean out some of the top ones as high as I can get the ones that have betrayed western nations the most like Soros or maybe his kids since he's going to die soon anyway.
yeah, i think about it often especially when people make me mad, and yeah people have told me they wanted to kill themselves
I've never wanted to but I've thought about how I would do it if that ever changed.
Yes. I've been passively suicidal for a long time. I actually tried, perhaps half-assedly, to kill myself when I was 16. I tried overdosing on aspirin hoping I'd die of internal bleeding. I also tied a bandana tightly around my neck sometimes to try to either strangle myself or cut off blood to my brain hoping I'd pass out. That was all in October 2006, I think. I remember being really depressed around January 2009 because I wrote about it. I never harmed myself though. From summer 2011 through the end of 2011, I was really depressed and angry/upset because of life and family drama and badly wanted to die but never tried to kill myself. Instead, I just scratched my arm or arms with a sewing pin to vent. It wasn't full-fledged cutting and bleeding, just scratches, although scratches can be a tiny bit bloody. Ever since then, I've been much more passively suicidal. I'd describe it as a kinda typical "Ugh! Life sucks. My life sucks. Can I please just die already?" thinking. I won't lie and say I'm happy or content but I'm in a kinda tolerable situation where I'm able to stay alive for my family's sake. I'm basically existing as a sacrifice for them.
In my country, the suicide rate of 2010 is 113ppm. Assuming similar values now elsewhere, It'd not be uncommon to know someone reasonably close and in recent history that does have suicidal tendencies, has suffered a fatality from it, or was affected by it.
I don't think about suicide much, luckily.
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