I want to make my grandma proud so bad but it was too late. :c

Kayanya sih gue bakal coba apapun yang sebelumnya gue raguin. Jujur nyesel karena itu sih gue terlalu banyak mikir dan takut akhirnya ngebuang kesempatan emas gitu

i refuse to go back to the past kayaknya, instead, i wish i could see my future :> soalnya i used to be a Tachophobia fighter since birth, i struggled and i fought a lot with my phobia… kalo diinget-inget lagi, aku gamau ngerasain itu lagi, krn sekarang udah berhasil lepas 95% (soalnya kadang masih suka ngerasain tapi udh bisa handle!!)

Jujur mau tanya ke diri sendiri kenapa milih dilahirin di dunia ini /srs

not letting myself being a stupid person, not giving a second chance for those who don’t deserve it, making myself busy with all the positive activities, ngestan ilichil lebih awal!!! (argh stress), daftar sekolah tinggi soalnya capek banget nyari kerja sendiri ha ha ha

mau banget ngehindarin satu orang itu and never talk to them because that one person my life changed 1000000001%

I wish I didn't know what roleplayer is so I can be more productive irl.

Honestly? To not get myself into this RP hole.

Tell my younger self to buy more comics while the price is still Rp7.500. Keep my Digivice, don't fucking break it (I used to have like dozens). Take care of your iPod nano too, you'll miss it.

bisa baca pikiran ayah dan nanya kenapa dia ninggalin keluarganya demi pelacur

Preparing myself to face COVID??? IDK

Studying harder in classes, taking chances seriously. If I had to be honest, I’d tell myself to schedule RP hours ‘cause that messed me up. 😭