Energize

I fear there is no standard or usual feeling or state. I might feel tired, clumsy, half asleep, horny, hungry or in want of coffee and hugs, or in need of a toilet, there are so many states happening!

Like I haven't had enough sleep. Thirsty, hungry, and the need to empty my bladder.

Disappointed that I'm in the same old bed in the same old room alone that I'm always in. Wishing I were dreaming again. And sometimes I feel pain in my head briefly or my body feels like it's suddenly getting extremely tense, no idea why.

Like I'd like to sleep in not do anything that day

exhausted af

Like I want to just go back to sleep

I am not able anymore to feel joy, only sinful pleasure.

mad that the reaper has once again ignored my plea to be taken into his sweet sweet bosom

Generally bad, everything hurts when I wake up because I'm old now. But sometimes when I first wake up I'm not fully aware of who I am and emotionally I feel GREAT for .7 seconds.

Confused