Is it an achievement to survive great pain? Prob. not. I never wanted to achieve anything. I never knew what I wanted to become, talking about jobs. I mean really, nothing interested and interests me and every minute I had to work in the past, I didn't like it or I even hated it. I had never a good time while I worked for money or not. Always a mild form of torture. So what is there to achive? Nothing. Maybe one day I will get a job again and suffer through it. There was only a short period of time when I wanted a family because I was in love but after it was over (almost 14 years ago) this wish was erased. So it is very safe to say that I don't want to "achieve" a family. I am scared of NOT being alone in the future because people are making me sick. What are achievements of mine? To know how to play the piano a little bit? When I got my drivers licence? When I successfully finished my education? When I overcome my fear of eternal hell? (Islam can brainwash you like insane) When I finally memorized the a,b,c? When my video game collection reached 100 games? When I gave money away to a poor person the 10th time? When I learned a poem by heart? I cannot offer you much more when we are talking achievement. So, dein Kelch soll überfließen von des Nektars reinstem Tau. Ciao.
I didn't kill all those people you know? I mean there are so many who would deserve it in terms of common sense, the opinion of the general public and maybe that of many judges too if only it were the law. But I didn't. For the better. Though I felt the urge in my heart.
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