An anime that was recommended to me from the late 90s "Serial Experiments Lain". Seems like you really enjoy to read. Continue having fun with them books.

I love reading about other grammars! Especially the ones that are very different. And I've read two books on handwriting analysis (they didn't say anything

remotely similar to each other:p)

Yeah, I think there's a place for both but being too rigid or too soft is going to cause troubles, without a mental barriers I have no defense at all unless I'm

gonna be toxic, which is not appealing for me to become at all. I don't want to be used for being 'naive' or choosing to believe people.

I think it deflects emotional weight from adding up more, we can care and have no one else to give a damn about it or even notice,

hurt for basically no reason or cut it off. It may not be that it isn't worthy of giving it emotional investment, it just makes no difference and we get

hurt from it without end, it just adds weight and hurt. Which nobody even cares about, just see a complainer. At the same time, yes we need to make progress

but damn, no time just to chat with and as friends, is kinda cold but we all have lives, reasons and needs to fulfill. Sometimes just having a friend to

actually want to talk about whatever, instead of when we're better. That is helping. Or would be. Anyway, people seem to use it to judge more than to understand

To your last question and answer, I don't know what it is. I wouldn't call it cowardice but isn't so noble either to hurt, then end up debilitated at

the end for nothing. Being vulnerable would probably be more difficult for women, since they'd probably get more people or guys trying to take advantage of it.

Honestly, I can't be open unless I feel safe too.

I always thought that keeping a strong caring, emotional core is incredible to be able to do. Along with being strong in personality and mentality.

I find it very admirable to care so much and still proceed with it, persist with it and keep going. Anyway, I probably said enough, lol.

I'm trying to be a foreigner of Earth :D

D= oh...No!!? Shhh! Don't let humans know. They'll try to capture you, strip you of your valuables and "probe" you! It's dangerous some people are violent&crazy

Dooooont tease me... it'll be the most action I've had in over a year at this rate haha

You're a wild one lol :p you could get the next best thing and be popular with airport security? (Hopefully you'll find joy sooner rather than later)

ahhh theres no romance with the TSA. I miss that more haha

Yes exactly. So the inspirations ( Mathematical Expression in Phi/The Golden Ratio and The Fibonacci sequence = civilisation) inspire what ?

Continuance in understanding by it's application on to others observations in reality.Civilizations can learn&prosper further evolving the concept &applying it

getting replies to my retrospring questions

NOOO! You have a special place in my mind and maybe in my heart! :)))

🌺Happy New Year, may your life be blessed and your kindness be abundant that it find it's way to lavish and be unfolded on to you in many of ways 🙂

Thank you very much for your kind words. Happy New Year to you too. May you live long and prosper. :)

I can only think of one light-hearted conversation from spring, regarding cookies. Shame it was perceived as flirting by a 3rd party

To be honest being "llevado" is a playful humor can be mistaken as flirting. It genuinely is meant to be uplifting &competitive it can swing in many directions

Yes... But I still hate cookies 😤

haha, I remember getting a taste of that competitive nonsense. A side of you I didn't know about. =)

@Dingus 💔 - you'll never change! But I respect it. @inhahe It's only nonsense, when I've had little to no sleep 🥴 lol- mums the word

Wow, your voice is lovely

I agree

I agree as well, of course. :-)